
The gray autumn chill settled deep into the Foxgrave woods, turning the leaves to brittle rust and giving Sara a perfect excuse to stay out of the lake water. She did not have time for distractions anyway. Halloween was a week away, and around her place, October 31st was treated with the kind of frantic, obsessive reverence most people saved for Christmas.
Birdi was in her absolute glory. For three days straight, the kitchen table had been buried under tangled orange string lights, plastic skulls, fake cobwebs, and jars of homemade stage blood that smelled aggressively of corn syrup and peppermint. Birdi’s goal was to make the annual porch party look like a low-budget horror movie set, and she had currently drafted Jeff into carving an army of jack-o'-lanterns on the back steps until his knuckles were raw.
Sara stood by the counter, systematically untangling a massive knot of purple string lights. She was doing it too fast, her fingers moving with a sharp, rigid efficiency.
"You're doing the twitchy thing again," Birdi said, suddenly appearing at her elbow. She had a giant papier-mâché demon mask pushed up on top of her head like a bizarre crown, her face smudged with dried flour paste.
Sara didn't look up from the wire. "I'm untangling lights, Birdi."
"No, you're trying to murder a wire." Birdi reached out, her sticky fingers gently wrapping over Sara's wrists to stop her movements. It was a familiar, practiced gesture—Birdi was one of the few people on the planet allowed to touch her without triggering a defensive reflex. Birdi dipped a finger into the nearby jar of stage blood and booped the tip of Sara's nose, leaving a bright red, peppermint-scented dot. "There. Now you look like a killer clown. Serious question—did you actually sleep last night, or were you up pacing the floors again?"
Sara wiped her nose with the back of her hand, a small, reluctant crack forming in her guarded expression. "I slept fine. I'm fine."
"Right. And I'm the Queen of England," Birdi teased, though her eyes softened with genuine concern. She bumped her shoulder affectionately against Sara's. "We need more dry ice, roomie. And check the extension cords in the shed. If the fog machine blows the breaker again this year, I’m going to lose my mind."
“On it,” Sara called back, tossing a handful of plastic spiders at Birdi's papier-mâché mask before heading out toward the back door.
It was good to be busy. The tactical checklist of chores kept her mind entirely occupied, anchored strictly to the physical world where everything made sense. Her routine was clean, predictable, and exactly how she wanted it.
By the time the sun dipped below the tree line, leaving the woods in a heavy, cold darkness, the house was finally quiet. Jeff and Birdi had crashed early, exhausted from a full day of hanging plastic skeletons from the porch rafters. Sara curled up under her heavy quilt, the smell of woodsmoke and cut pumpkins drifting in through the cracked window. Her body was tired, her mind finally blank, slipping easily into a deep, thoughtless dark.
But the quiet did not last. The dream changed without warning.
She was walking through those same suffocating woods, the fog curling thick around her bare ankles, when a massive shadow detached itself from an ancient willow tree. Before she could process the movement, the giant figure moved with a sudden, overwhelming gravity, stepping directly into her space and gently pinning her against the rough bark. The feeling was massive, solid, and terrifyingly warm against the autumn chill. When his mouth found hers, the kiss was deep, dark, and filled with a desperate, familiar hunger that made her knees weak.
He pulled back just enough for those striking, unforgettable eyes to lock onto hers in the misty gloom.
“Popham,” he murmured.
He had never spoken to her before. In these dreams, there were never words.
Sara bolted upright in bed, gasping for air as the single word shattered the illusion.
“Popham,” she whispered fiercely into the dark, her heart hammering violently against her ribs. Sweat dripped from her skin. Shaking and disoriented, she frantically looked outside at the chaos surrounding the forests, trying to force her brain back into reality.
Outside, a massive, hurricane-strength storm was raging, tearing at the gutters and throwing sheets of rain against her window pane. Nature was throwing a violent tantrum, and it matched the chaotic freak-out happening inside her chest. She could not stay in this room. She could not stay in her head. The sudden, unprompted violation of the dream left her raw. She was going to Popham to see if there was something to it—even though she had promised herself no more hunting down anomalies. She made an exemption for this one. Not once had a voice ever crossed into that space before.
Moving on pure adrenaline, Sara threw off the quilt and hauled herself out of bed. She yanked on a pair of black jeans, a cropped top, pulled her heavy leather jacket over her shoulders, and tied her black boots tight. She grabbed her old, blacked-out motocross helmet.
Moments later, the garage door cranked open into the deluge. Sara kicked her motorcycle to life, the engine roaring over the thunder, and tore out into the blinding sheets of rain and whipping wind. The storm was brutal, turning the dark roads into slick, treacherous rivers, but she welcomed the danger.
The second she snapped that blacked-out visor down, the world shrank to exactly what she needed it to be: nonexistent. Inside the tight, padded insulation of the helmet, the roaring engine and the screaming gale muted into a low, rhythmic hum. It was the only place where the noise in her own mind couldn't compete with the reality of survival. These high-speed, punishing drives were her therapy, her twisted way of staying level when everything else felt like it was spinning out of control.
Out here, pushing a machine down a pitch-black highway in the middle of a torrential downpour, there was no room for vulnerability or the suffocating echoes of the nightmare. You couldn't obsess over a word or the way a phantom kiss felt too real when a single patch of black ice or hydroplaning tire could send you sliding into a ditch. The sheer sensory overload of the wind tearing at her leather jacket and the rain stinging her throat forced her entirely inside her own skin. It was pure, unfiltered isolation, a self-imposed exile at 90 miles per hour. It was the only way she knew how to ground herself—by racing right to the edge of panic until her head finally went completely, beautifully quiet.
She pushed the bike hard, twisting the throttle as she swallowed mile after mile of empty, water-logged highway.
After a while of battling the gales, a pinprick of white light pierced the darkness in her rearview mirror. Another headlight.
Sara frowned under her helmet, leaning into a sharp curve. The light did not recede. In fact, it was gaining on her with terrifying speed, cutting through the torrential rain as if the storm did not even exist. Within seconds, the massive, blacked-out motorcycle surged up, hovering just off her rear tire, aggressive and looming in her mirrors.
Suddenly, a flash of motion exploded from the thick brush at the tree line.
A massive moose leaped directly into the beam of her headlight, its eyes reflecting a blind, panicked amber.
Sara slammed on her brakes, her tires instantly losing traction on the flooded asphalt. The back end of her bike fish-tailed violently to the left, the wet rubber screaming against the pavement as she fought the handlebars. Her heart leaped into her throat, adrenaline turning her blood to ice as she narrowly missed the moose's flank, skimming the treacherous edge of the muddy shoulder before finally forcing the bike back under control.
The other rider kicked his back tire out in a controlled, aggressive skid, stopping his heavy machine just inches from her front tire, completely blocking her path.
Her hands were shaking so hard against the grips she could barely breathe. Before she could even attempt to rev the engine and blast past him, the rider reached up with a gloved hand and flipped his visor up.
Sara’s breath hitched. Staring back at her through the sheets of rain, illuminated by the harsh glare of her own headlight, were the exact eyes from her dream—and the jagged scar cutting down the left side of his face.
I'm losing my mind, she thought, a fresh wave of panic surging through her veins that had nothing to do with the near-wreck. It's a hallucination. I'm seeing ghosts.
Determined to break the trick her brain was playing on her, Sara twisted the throttle completely open, the bike fish-tailing slightly before rocketing with a slide around him and forward into the blackness.
But the man on the bike did not drop back. He didn't just follow; he hunted her. He kept his pace effortlessly, his engine a deep, aggressive growl that mirrored her own, boxing her into the slick asphalt. He surged forward, cutting off her angles, his large frame leaning dangerously low into the flooded curves as he made sharp, demanding hand gestures for her to pull over and stop.
Sara ignored him, matching his aggression step for step, leaning her bike down until her footpegs nearly skimmed the pooling water. They were locked in an intense, high-stakes duel against each other and the elements, two machines roaring through a hurricane, fighting for dominance over a pitch-black highway. For over an hour, he pushed her right to the absolute limit of her machine, forcing her to drift around him, refusing to let her run from the reality of his presence.
Only as the looming, concrete silhouette of Fort Popham finally materialized through the coastal fog did Sara manage to find an opening, pushing her bike past its limits to gain a few crucial yards of distance. She skidded to a halt near the perimeter, cutting the engine and ripping her helmet off. Her hair plastered to her face, she spun around, heart pounding, scanning the dark road.
Nothing. The road was empty. The hallucination was gone.
The sudden silence of killing the engine rattled through her bones, leaving only the deafening roar of the Atlantic gale. Her hands were locked around the rubber grips, her fingers so stiff from the freezing downpour that she had to manually force them to uncurl. Her whole body vibrated with residual engine tremor and pure adrenaline as she ripped her helmet off, letting the freezing water instantly plaster her dark hair to her skull. She swiped a brutal handful of rain from her eyes, her chest heaving as she scanned the empty, water-logged asphalt behind her. Nothing. The heavy machine that had been hunting her was gone, completely swallowed by the swirling coastal fog.
A ghost, her mind whispered, a frantic, ragged edge cutting through her thoughts. Just a trick of the storm and the panic.
Wasting no time, she hoisted her water-logged backpack higher over her shoulders and bolted toward the towering perimeter fence. The rusted chain-link bit into her wet leather gloves as she threw her weight upward. Her black boots slipped twice against the slick metal diamonds before she cleared the top rail, dropping heavily into the mud on the other side. She knew this place by heart—it was her childhood sanctuary, a labyrinth of decaying military concrete—but tonight, the fort felt entirely sinister.
Sara ran blindly into the mouth of the structure, plunging straight into the pitch-black underbelly of the crumbling concrete corridors. The air inside smelled heavily of ocean rot, dead moss, and centuries of damp stone. She took the winding stairs two at a time, her heavy boots echoing loudly like gunshots off the narrow walls, her lungs screaming for oxygen against the freezing draft.
When she finally burst onto the exposed top floor, the full, unbridled fury of the storm slammed directly into her chest, nearly stealing her feet from the stone floor. Out here, the hurricane was a roaring, suffocating beast. The wind howled like a dying animal through the empty gun emplacements, and the black surf below crashed violently against the massive granite foundations, fracturing into explosion after explosion of freezing sea spray that shot high into the dark air. The sheer scale of the violence was suffocating, wrapping around her until it felt deeply, terrifyingly personal—as if the universe itself had torn open just to scream a dark, inescapable secret directly into her soul.
Sara walked over to the edge, looking down at the churning, black ocean below, wondering for a split second what it would feel like to just let the gray water swallow her whole.
“Popham,” she repeated, throwing the word directly into the teeth of the gale.
Shaking off the chill, she retreated to the corner she had claimed as a kid. The remnants of her old childhood fire pit were still there, the blackened stones untouched by time and many hands over the years. Sara’s fingers fumbled against her lighter, her hands shaking so hard the small flame blew out twice before it could even tickle the dry kindling. On the third strike, a small, fragile spark caught. She leaned down, her breath shallow, carefully shielding the tiny, growing flame from the howling wind outside.
The heavy, aggressive thud of boots stopped right at the edge of her fire pit.
Sara snapped her chin up, looking up from the newly lit fire just as the orange glow caught her face, illuminating her features in the stark gloom. She didn't have her contacts in, leaving her gaze raw, vulnerable, and completely exposed.
Bane froze. The aggression in his posture vanished, replaced by a sudden, heavy stillness as his gaze locked onto her face. Staring back at him in the firelight were those exact, unmistakable, wildly mismatched eyes—one brown, one half blue and half green—glowing in the fire light. They were the ones matching the dream that had been haunting him, the ones he couldn't shake from his mind. He recognized them instantly.
"You," Bane rasped, his voice dropping into a breathless, confused whisper.
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Syl De'Vil
Air Force SF veteran, mother, witch, Bone collector, gremlin. skip tracer, I throw knives, and write about life and love and the lack there of all stitched from insomnia. I am just a girl, looking in the void, trying to fit in where I don't
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