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Behind the Shadows

Aurelia

By Lilly DaughtersPublished 13 days ago 28 min read
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Aurelia

"In a world where conformity is survival, defiance is the first step towards liberation."

— Unknown

Aurelia had just turned 17, and for her birthday, she received an assigned bed and uniform in a government-run housing facility. Young women were often sent to these facilities for protection and moral education.

Aurelia's arrival at Facility #7 was marked by the sterile clank of gates and the ceaseless hum of surveillance drones above—a chilling reminder of the administration's ever-watchful eyes. The facility's bare white walls bolted furniture, and the omnipresent guards — dubbed 'disciplinary mentors' — embodied the oppressive control exerted over every aspect of the occupants' lives. From strictly scheduled days filled with gruelling education sessions to silent, monitored meals in the communal hall, every moment was designed to appear as if it were protection and higher learning. Aurelia knew better.

Facility #7 was a monolithic structure with gray concrete walls towering over the city skyline. Inside, the halls were long and narrow, lined with drab doors opening into spartan rooms, barely furnished with just the essentials—a bed, a desk, and a small, barred window that offered a sliver of the outside world. The lights were harsh and fluorescent, never dimming, casting long, stark shadows that seemed to stretch ominously. The air was always slightly too cool, carrying a sterile scent occasionally interrupted by the sharp tang of cleaning chemicals.

In Facility #7, the pretense of "protection" was wielded as a cruel weapon against its female residents, underlining the administration's belief that women needed to be controlled for their benefit and the supposed stability of society. This patriarchal enforcement was embedded deeply in the facility's rules and the broader social order.

Her parents were vocal critics of the administration, advocating for democracy and free speech in an increasingly authoritarian state. One night, they disappeared without a trace. Soon after, government officials arrived at her door, labelling her as a ward needing 'rehabilitation' and shuffling her into the system, labelled as a ward needing 'rehabilitation' for her safety. It was a common tactic used by the authority to handle the children of dissidents—out of sight, out of trouble.

The life of occupants at Facility #7 was a rigorously structured ordeal. Mornings began before sunrise with a mandatory assembly in the yard, where the day's rules were reiterated, and any overnight infractions were publicly addressed. The 'disciplinary mentors' presence, as the guards were officially known, was a constant reminder that every rule had severe consequences. Minor infractions, such as tardiness or improper attire, such as altered facility-approved uniform, resulted in additional duties or restrictions, such as loss of meal privileges or recreational time. More severe breaches, like possession of contraband or unapproved communication, could lead to solitary confinement in a small, windowless room, lasting hours or days, often innumerable lengths in any case.

Each day, as Aurelia navigated the rigid routines of Facility #7, her resilience was tested. The occupants were handed their daily assignments and schedules after each morning assembly. On it, a strict minute-to-minute expectation of where each occupant would be, at what time, and what they were doing.

Facility #7 - Daily Schedule

Occupant ID: 779368 (Aurelia)

Date: 14/05/2037

05:30 - 05:45

Wake-Up and Assembly

Occupants will rise promptly at 05:30 and assemble in the yard.

05:45 - 06:00

Morning Roll Call and Inspection

Mandatory roll call and inspection by disciplinary mentors.

06:00 - 06:30

Morning Physical Training

Mandatory morning physical training session, including warm-up stretches and callisthenics.

06:30 - 07:15

Breakfast

Communal meal in the dining hall.

Menu: Nutritional porridge, fortified bread, and herbal tea.

07:15 - 08:45

Moral Education Session

Classroom instruction on societal virtues and civic responsibility.

08:45 - 09:00

Short Break

Ten-minute break.

09:00 - 10:30

Work Assignment 1

Assignment in the facility's laundry room.

10:30 - 11:00

Corrective Consultation

One-on-one consultation with disciplinary mentor regarding rule adherence.

11:00 - 12:00

Occupant Assembly and Ideological Recitation

Recitation of national principles, followed by a motivational address.

12:00 - 12:45

Lunch

Communal meal in the dining hall.

Menu: Vegetable soup, mashed potatoes, and cabbage tea.

12:45 - 14:00

Educational Program - Social Harmony

Lecture on community engagement and societal stability.

14:00 - 15:30

Work Assignment 2

Clean the Director's office

15:30 - 16:30

Physical Training and Conditioning

Physical conditioning drills.

16:30 - 17:00

Short Break

Ten-minute break.

17:00 - 18:00

Study and Reflection Period

Study session in the library.

18:00 - 19:00

Dinner

Communal meal in the dining hall.

Menu: Boiled cabbage, fortified bread, and broth.

19:00 - 20:30

Group Moral Alignment Session

Group discussion and role-playing exercises.

20:30 - 21:00

Recreation Period

Rotating activities under strict supervision:

Day 1: Supervised games and outdoor walks.

Day 2: Approved reading and exercise.

Day 3: Outdoor walks and approved reading.

Day 4: Exercise and supervised games.

Day 5: Approved reading and outdoor walks.

21:00 - 21:15

Evening Roll Call and Inspection

Mandatory roll call and inspection.

21:15 - 22:00

Preparation for Bed

Preparation for bed under supervision.

22:00

Lights Out

Lights out. Silence is required.

As days turned into weeks, Aurelia learned the harsh routines and strict rules that governed every aspect of life in the facility. Surveillance was constant, with cameras monitoring every move and conversation. The facility was designed not just to confine but to reform—every book, every class, and every broadcast was filled with propaganda designed to mould them into compliant citizens.

Meals were taken in silence in the large communal hall, where the only sounds were the clinking of utensils and the occasional command from the overseers. The food, bland and barely sufficient, was meant to sustain rather than to satisfy. The porridge was watery, the bread stale, and the tea weak. Aurelia learned to eat quickly and discreetly, a necessary skill to avoid unwanted attention.

The educational sessions were particularly insidious and tailored to instill a sense of subservience and duty. The curriculum portrayed the roles of women as supporters and caretakers, never leaders or rebels. It taught that their most significant duty was to the state and its ideals. Sessions were punctuated by dire warnings about the consequences of straying from these paths, illustrated by chilling tales of women who dared to defy and were never seen again.

Social interactions were carefully monitored and orchestrated to discourage bonds that might lead to collective action or dissent. Women were frequently moved from one room to another, disrupting any burgeoning friendships. Trust was too expensive for most, yet Aurelia's shared experiences with others like Kara began to forge unspoken alliances grounded in shared suffering and a common enemy.

During "recreation" hours, the occupants were led to a concrete courtyard surrounded by high walls topped with barbed wire. The only touches of nature were a few hardy shrubs that clung to life in the corners, their leaves dusted with the city's ever-present smog. The sky above was often gray, and the city's factory smokestacks in the distance contributed to the perpetual cover of clouds.

Punishments for transgressions were harsh and often public, meant to serve as a deterrent to all. For minor offences like speaking out of turn or failing to show proper respect to the Uncles, the punishments could be hours spent standing in the yard, regardless of the weather. For more serious offences, such as smuggling contraband or unauthorized communication, the consequences were severe and sometimes brutal, shrouded in whispers and fearful glances.

Letters from the outside world were a rare luxury, and those that did make it through were heavily redacted, the black ink of censorship blotting out any news that might stir discontent or hope. Visits were even rarer, conducted across a glass barrier with a watchful guard always present, listening to every word.

While cleaning the keeper's office as part of her assigned duties, Aurelia discovered a pile of confiscated papers meant to be destroyed. Among them, she found a hidden gem—a battered newsletter detailing recent acts of sabotage against administration facilities and messages of solidarity from various resistance cells. The newsletter, though worn, whispered of a world outside that was fighting back, fuelling her hope and determination. She had forgotten about the outside world and the resistance efforts in the isolation and monitored interactions.

_____

Beyond the walls of Facility #7, the city bore the muted tones preferred by the administration, with murals painted over by slogans promoting unity and obedience. Vendors sold government-approved goods while whispering rumours of life within facilities like #7., with murals painted over by slogans promoting unity and obedience. Vendors sold government-approved goods while whispering rumours of life within facilities like #7. Once vibrant neighbourhoods had transformed under the government's influence. Buildings that were once painted in cheerful colours now bore the muted tones that the administration preferred, and any remaining murals slowly faded or were painted over with slogans promoting unity and obedience.

While vendors loudly endorsed authority-approved goods in the bustling market streets, quieter conversations revealed mixed feelings. Many accepted the official narrative, yet some whispered rumours of the harsh realities within the walls of facilities like #7, questioning the cost of their perceived safety.

Outside the confines of Facility #7, the city pulsed with the administration's omnipresent propaganda. Giant digital billboards displayed looping videos of harmonious, orderly society, praising the authority's guardianship. Newspapers and morning broadcasts featured regular segments on the rehabilitation successes of facilities like #7, painting them as benevolent institutions safeguarding society from the chaos of moral decay.

At the local school, children recited pledges of allegiance to the order daily, learning from textbooks that extolled the virtues of obedience and the dangers of deviance. The curriculum cleverly integrated stories of societal heroes who contributed positively by following the authorities' directives, juxtaposed with cautionary tales of those who strayed and caused harm to societal harmony.

During the national day celebrations, the Director gave a speech broadcasted across all channels, lauding the state's facilities for maintaining the societal order. He spoke of a past filled with unrest and violence, drawing a stark comparison to the present's peace and order, which he attributed to the firm measures taken against those threatening the societal fabric.

However, remnants of the old society still peeked through in unexpected corners. In some areas, graffiti art flourished in the dead of night, messages of resistance scrawled across the walls in bold, defiant colours. Secret gardens were hidden away in back alleys and rooftops, where forbidden flora thrived away from the prying eyes of surveillance drones.

The central market area, though heavily monitored, still buzzed with a kind of restrained energy. Vendors discreetly passed forbidden books and messages along with their goods. Old music records and films, banned for their content, were traded under the guise of more innocuous items. Despite the heavy presence of security forces, the human desire for connection and expression found its way through whispered conversations and coded exchanges.

_____

Aurelia remembered the afternoon her father took her to the city's annual Freedom Festival, a tradition now banned under the order. As they walked among the colourful stalls, her father explained the significance of each symbol and gesture of the festival, how each was a thread in the tapestry of their culture's love for freedom and peace. 'Always look deeper, Aurelia,' he had said, picking up a handcrafted journal from a stall, 'Each page here represents someone's voice, their right to share their story. Remember the power of words.' This vivid and warm memory contrasted sharply with the cold austerity of her current surroundings.

Walking through the city on rare, supervised outings, Aurelia could see the layers of history in the architecture and the faces of the people. Older buildings showed traces of ornate decorations around their windows and doors, hints of a time when artistic expression was celebrated rather than suppressed. The older generation sometimes spoke in hushed tones about festivals that used to light up the streets with music and dancing, starkly contrasting the current state-sanctioned gatherings marked by their rigidity and surveillance.

Despite these oppressive conditions, Aurelia found ways to dodge the surveillance, using the blind spots she meticulously mapped out in her first weeks. She learned to decode the censored letters that occasionally trickled in, gleaning precious information about the outside world.

Her small acts of rebellion began to draw the attention of others like her in the facility—those who hadn't yet broken under the administration's pressure. They shared information in whispered codes during their supervised walks, exchanged knowing glances in the silent mess hall, and passed tiny notes hidden in the seams of their clothing.

Aurelia's acts of quiet rebellion went unnoticed at first. She became adept at hiding her growing stash of illicit materials, sharing them only with those she could trust. It was a dangerous game, but the need to resist, to do something, grew stronger with every whispered rumour of resistance, every stifled cry for freedom.

One particularly harsh day, as a guard reprimanded Aurelia for a minor infraction, his cold, authoritative tone swept her back to a different time and place. The harshness triggered a vivid memory of her father's warm, encouraging discussions about justice and freedom. As the guard's voice faded into the background, Aurelia's mind wandered to a specific evening with her parents, discussing the importance of standing up for one's beliefs. Her father's words, 'Always remember, courage is the first step towards change,' echoed in her ears, momentarily transporting her away from the gray walls of Facility #7 back to her brightly lit living room filled with books and laughter.

____

Three months into her confinement at Facility #7, Aurelia found herself grappling with the monotonous cruelty of her daily routine. The weekly "Moral Alignment" session was particularly intense that day. The theme was "The Virtue of Obedience," the speaker was Ms. Hawthorne, the chief house mentor, whose stern visage and sharp voice cut through the air like a blade. As Aurelia sat among rows of young women, her gaze was drawn to a new face—a girl younger than herself, perhaps just 15, visibly shaking with fear. This girl, Emma, had been brought to the front of the assembly as a "learning example."

Emma had been caught writing a subversive letter expressing homesickness and a desire for freedom. The letter, read aloud by Ms. Hawthorne, was innocent enough, filled with a child-like longing for her family and a life beyond the walls. But to the authorities, it was a seed of dissent.

"Let this be a lesson to every one of you," Ms. Hawthorne announced, her voice carrying across the stark assembly hall. "Any disobedience undermines your integrity and the collective order we strive to maintain here. You owe it to your peers and the society that shelters you to uphold the highest standards of conduct and obedience."

Emma was led away, her fate to be decided in private—a tactic designed to stoke fear and speculation among the other residents. The assembly was dismissed with a chilling silence; each girl was lost in her thoughts of self-preservation.

That night, Aurelia lay awake, Emma's terrified eyes haunting her. She thought of her parents, spirited away for their beliefs. It wasn't just her freedom that was stolen; it was her right to think, feel, and connect with others. Aurelia realized that her compliance and silence contributed to the machinery of oppression that held them all.

____

Late one evening, while pretending to be asleep, Aurelia overheard two new guards discussing the recent disturbances in the city squares attributed to organized resistance groups. Their worried tones and the details of the chaos sowed by these groups painted a picture of resistance more widespread and organized than she had imagined.

Aurelia drifted into sleep, her mind weaving through the haze of her memories to a time when laughter filled her home and freedom was not just a distant dream. In her dream, she was back in her childhood living room, the sun spilling through the curtains, casting warm, dancing patterns on the floor. Her mother was there, her laughter musical, recounting tales of her youth, while her father, with a gentle smile, tended to a pot of fragrant stew on the stove. The aroma filled the air, mingling with her parents' voices, creating a tapestry of safety and love.

Her younger self twirled around the room, caught up in the sheer joy of a simple Sunday afternoon, her parents' loving eyes following her every move. There were no guards here, no surveillance cameras—just family, just love.

But as dreams often do, the scene began to dissolve, the edges blurring and the light fading. Aurelia awoke to the stark, gray reality of her small, cold room in Facility #7. The warmth of the dream evaporated as the familiar weight of her surroundings settled on her chest. She lay in bed for a moment, the ghost of her mother's laughter echoing in her ears, replaced all too soon by the distant, mechanical hum of surveillance drones.

Aurelia's family had been the cornerstone of her world. Her parents, both academics, had instilled in her a love for learning and a passion for justice. Evenings were spent discussing books, debating ideas, and imagining a future where freedom of thought prevailed. Her home had been an oasis of intellectual curiosity, where questioning authority was encouraged and celebrated.

However, as the state tightened its grip, her parents' outspoken criticism became a dangerous liability. They knew the risks—disappearances were becoming all too common among dissenters—but they believed in the power of change. One evening, they vanished. There was no struggle, no goodbye; they were gone. The next day, government officials arrived at her door, spouting lies about her parents' "relocation" for government work. They seized everything: books, papers, personal items—anything that carried the scent of dissent.

Aurelia was left alone, a marked orphan of the state. Her placement in the facility was swift, the label of needing 'rehabilitation' stamped on her files for all to see. The abrupt transition from a home filled with love and lively debate to the cold, controlled environment of Facility #7 was jarring. Aurelia wondered what had indeed happened to her parents, whether they were alive or had become another silent statistic of the administration's cruelty.

____

As the early morning light filtered weakly through the barred window of her room, Aurelia's heart ached with the fresh memory of her dream. In it, she was back home with her parents, surrounded by the warmth of their laughter and the smell of fresh bread baking in the kitchen. The contrast between those happy memories and the cold, calculated environment of Facility #7 sharpened her grief into resolve. She knew that succumbing to despair was precisely what the authorities wanted—to break her spirit as they had tried with so many others.

Drawing a deep, steadying breath, Aurelia rose from her bed and prepared for the day ahead. Her mind raced with plans and possibilities as she dressed in the standard gray uniform. The harsh treatment of young Emma and the constant surveillance hadn't stifled the spark within her; instead, it had ignited a fierce determination to fight back.

The day's schedule was posted on the wall outside her room. Wake-up, assembly, physical training, moral education sessions, work assignments, and supervised recreation time. It was all meticulously planned, but Aurelia had learned to navigate the rigid routines with silent defiance. She glanced around before slipping the small notebook she'd hidden the night before into her waistband beneath her uniform.

Over the next few weeks, Aurelia became a silent catalyst for change within the walls of Facility #7. She used the skills her parents had taught her—critical thinking and the subtle art of persuasion—to begin shaping a network of allies. Her roommate, Kara, once silent and withdrawn, started to open up under Aurelia's gentle probing. Kara had been initially reluctant, fearing the consequences if caught conspiring against the authorities. But their shared sense of injustice and longing for freedom forged an unspoken bond.

The first step was to find others who felt the same. Aurelia and Kara began discreetly identifying women who shared their sense of oppression. They noticed the ones who glanced cautiously over their shoulders before answering questions in the indoctrination classes, the ones whose eyes hardened when the guards barked commands, and those who whispered comforting words to each other during punishment. A small group formed slowly, bound by whispered conversations in the dimly lit corners of the library and brief nods of recognition during morning roll call.

They started with small acts of defiance. They switched books in the library, passed secret notes in the mess hall, and scribbled provocative messages on the walls of the restroom stalls. It wasn't much, but enough to stir hope among the women. Even the harsh treatment of young Emma, who was forced to stand for hours in the freezing yard for speaking out of turn, didn't stifle their resolve.

Aurelia knew they needed to do more for real change to happen. She listened carefully to the guards' conversations, paying attention to their shifts and patrol routes. She memorized the schedule of roll calls and inspections, noting the times when surveillance was weakest. She taught the others how to hide contraband and communicate in code, using symbols and patterns the guards wouldn't recognize.

One evening, as the guards herded the women back to their rooms, Aurelia noticed a young girl trembling at the end of the line. It was Emma, her cheeks flushed and eyes swollen from crying. Without hesitation, Aurelia approached her and slipped from her place in the line. "You're not alone," she whispered, reassuringly touching her shoulder.

The small gesture sparked a flicker of hope in Emma's eyes. Over the following days, she became an active member of Aurelia's network. They shared ideas for defying the administration and exchanged information about the outside world. Through a battered newsletter that Aurelia had smuggled in from the warden's office, they learned of recent acts of sabotage and messages of solidarity from resistance cells. This whispered of a world outside that was fighting back, fueling their hope and determination.

As the network grew, so did their plans. They started drafting a manifesto, challenging the administration's propaganda and advocating for freedom. They began practicing for a coordinated sit-in protest during the morning assembly, each woman silently nodding her agreement as Aurelia outlined the plan in the dim light of the library.

But Facility #7 was unforgiving, and the guards were always watching. One afternoon, a guard found a scribbled message in one of the restroom stalls: "Hope is stronger than fear." The administration responded swiftly. Security was tightened, roll calls became more frequent, and punishments more severe. Kara was forced into solitary confinement for two days, and Emma was banned from the library.

Yet even as the administration cracked down, the women's resolve grew more assertive. They continued to pass secret notes, share defiant smiles, and look to Aurelia for leadership. The whispered conversations and stolen glances became a beacon of hope within the grim walls of Facility #7.

As the barred window cast faint shadows across her room in the early morning hours, Aurelia stood at the center of her small network, a quiet determination burning in her eyes. She knew the road ahead was fraught with danger, but she also knew that, together, they could fight back. They had each other, and their dreams of freedom—a dream no gray uniform or barred window could ever take away.

____

Once silent and withdrawn, Aurelia's roommate, Kara, opened up under Aurelia's gentle probing. Together, they identified others who shared their sense of injustice and longing for freedom.

In the quiet of their shared room, as the light faded into the enforced darkness of curfew, Kara finally shared her story with Aurelia. The authority had taken her brother for minor dissent, and her family's music store was destroyed due to allegedly subversive content. Since then, fear had silenced her.

Kara had grown up in a family that valued artistic expression. Her mother was a violinist, and her father ran a music store that sold instruments and recordings from local musicians. Kara spent her childhood surrounded by melodies, instruments, and conversations about the power of music to challenge the status quo.

One evening, the store hosted a small concert featuring bold and provocative pieces that questioned the administration's policies. The next day, authorities raided the store, confiscating the music and arresting her father for "promoting subversive material." Kara's brother protested the arrest and was detained for "disturbing the peace."

One evening, the store hosted a small concert featuring bold and provocative pieces that questioned the administration's policies. The next day, authorities raided the store, confiscating the music and arresting her father for "promoting subversive material." Kara's brother protested the arrest and was detained for "disturbing the peace." In the following weeks, their family became a target of suspicion, and the store was shut down permanently.

The raid on the music store marked the beginning of Kara's family's end. Their home was under surveillance, and neighbours were questioned about their activities. Two officers arrived at their door one morning with orders to search the house. They claimed to be looking for evidence that the family was "involved in a network spreading subversive content."

Kara's mother tried to reason with them, but the officers insisted on their search. They tore through the house, rifling through closets, drawers, and bookshelves, searching for anything incriminating. Finally, they found Kara's brother writing a letter to a friend in a back room. They accused him of attempting to distribute seditious material and took him away.

After her brother's arrest, the pressure on Kara and her mother increased. They lived in constant fear of being next on the list, dreading the day authorities would come knocking on their door again. When Kara tried to visit her brother at the detention center, she was turned away and warned to avoid "unpatriotic behaviour."

Eventually, the authorities returned, this time with an arrest warrant for Kara herself. They accused her of "showing tendencies toward deviance" and of being a danger to society. Kara was taken to Facility #7 for "rehabilitation," and her mother was left alone.

In Facility #7, Kara became quiet and withdrawn, afraid to speak up or stand out. She carried the weight of her family's destruction and felt responsible for their fate.

Aurelia listened, her resolve mingling with newfound compassion. She assured Kara that she wasn't alone and that others like her wanted to fight back against the oppressive administration. Together, they began to plan, starting with small steps driven by a shared vision that grew from whispered stories of loss and defiance.

Their meetings were covert, held in hushed tones during the night or hurried exchanges under the guise of recreational activities. Aurelia had learned to read the patterns of the guards' patrols and to anticipate shifts in surveillance, which allowed them brief moments of relative privacy. In these stolen minutes, they shared news smuggled in from the outside: snippets of radio broadcasts or scraps of newspapers that told of growing unrest in cities nationwide.

Each piece of news reminded them of the world beyond the facility's walls—a world still fighting and hoping. It bolstered their courage, and slowly, a plan began to form—not just for small acts of defiance, but for a coordinated action that could perhaps lead to their escape.

Recently, the facility tightened security, reacting to minor infractions within and increasing incidents of public dissent outside. Aurelia learned from a hastily turned-off radio broadcast about "minor disruptions" that were likely more significant than admitted.

The risks were enormous. The consequences of getting caught were severe; they had all seen what happened to those who were taken to the "correction rooms." Punishments were brutal and served as a dire warning to all residents. But as the oppressive grip tightened, the choice between risking punishment and remaining in passive captivity became clear. Aurelia knew that to honour her family's legacy—and to reclaim a semblance of the life she once knew—taking a stand was the only path forward.

As Aurelia lay in her bed that night, planning and pondering, she felt a kinship with her parents she hadn't felt since their disappearance. She wasn't just fighting for her freedom anymore but for everyone silenced by fear. She was fighting to bring light to a world that had grown too dark.

____

The descent into dystopia was not sudden; it was a gradual erosion of freedoms that began with a crisis. Several decades prior, the country faced an unprecedented economic collapse triggered by a combination of a global financial downturn, crippling national debt, and skyrocketing unemployment. The public's dissatisfaction with the government's inability to manage the crisis provided fertile ground for radical change.

Amidst this turmoil, a charismatic leader emerged, promising to restore stability and prosperity. This leader, known as the Director, capitalized on the nation's desperation with a populist platform that blamed the country's woes on weak leadership, unchecked immigration, and the erosion of traditional values. His promises of solid governance, economic revival, and national rejuvenation resonated with a significant portion of the population, leading to his overwhelming election.

Once in power, the Director moved quickly to consolidate control. The government declared a state of emergency, ostensibly to manage the economic recovery, which allowed them to suspend constitutional rights and dissolve critical institutions that could check their power. What was initially welcomed as a necessary measure for recovery slowly morphed into a permanent alteration of the political landscape.

The Director's order began redefining societal norms and roles, mainly focusing on the youth and women, under the guise of "protecting the nation's future." Schools were reformed to focus on ideological education, emphasizing loyalty and conformity. Media outlets were nationalized or shuttered, replaced by state-run news that propagated the government's achievements and stigmatized dissent as unpatriotic and harmful to the public good.

The security apparatus grew more robust and invasive as the government tightened its grip. Surveillance became ubiquitous, justified as a means to prevent unrest and maintain national security. The authority established various 'Protective' programs, like the Women's Residency Program Facility where Aurelia is held, which they touted as benevolent initiatives to safeguard vulnerable populations.

Over time, any form of opposition was systematically eliminated. Activists, intellectuals, and critics of the Regime disappeared or were publicly tried for treason. The legal system was overhauled to enforce the new social order, making what once were rights now privileges granted at the state's discretion.

By the time Aurelia was born, the transformation was complete. The nation had become a shell of its former self, with the public primarily subdued by fear, propaganda, and the occasional display of state benevolence. Aurelia's parents were among the few who remembered old freedoms and fought to restore them, making their eventual disappearance a stark reminder of the Regime's resolve to maintain control.

In her quieter moments, Aurelia often revisited the memories of her family gathered around the dinner table, where conversations flowed as freely as the wine her parents occasionally enjoyed. These discussions were lively and passionate, filled with ideas and debates that now seemed from another world.

Her father, a historian, would reminisce about times when freedom wasn't just theoretical but a lived experience. 'Freedom is speaking your mind without fear,' he'd say, passing her a dish of steamed vegetables. 'Freedom is about speaking your mind without fear,' he'd say, passing her a dish of steamed vegetables. 'It's about disagreeing with the majority without disappearing at night.'. "Freedom used to be about the ability to speak your mind without fear," he'd say, his voice tinged with nostalgia as he passed Aurelia a dish of steamed vegetables. "It was about being able to disagree with the majority without worrying about disappearing in the middle of the night."

Her mother, once a courageous journalist silenced by the order, would chime in, her words sharp and precise. 'It was about the press being able to hold those in power accountable, to shine a light on injustice wherever it hid. We were the watchdogs of democracy,' she would recall, her eyes alight with the enthusiasm of her past profession.

They would tell Aurelia about the public forums once held in the town square, where anyone could speak their truths, the libraries filled with books from all over the world, uncensored and available to anyone curious enough to read them. Aurelia remembered her mother describing how people gathered to protest peacefully, their voices loud but not silenced, their banners a colourful tapestry of dissent and hope.

Her parents also recalled the gradual tightening of control, the slow and insidious way freedoms were peeled back, like the layers of an onion, until all that was left was a hollow core of fear and compliance. "It didn't happen overnight, Aurelia," her father would caution, a severe look crossing his face. "People didn't realize what they were giving up until it was too late. Freedom, once lost, is tough to regain."

These conversations were not just lessons but warnings. Aurelia's parents wanted her to understand what had been lost, not to despair, but to foster a resolve to fight for those freedoms once again. They instilled in her a belief that even in the darkest times, hope could be a powerful catalyst for change.

Now, confined within the walls of Facility #7, these memories of her family's discussions were not just nostalgic reflections but a clarion call. Each recalled word fortified her, adding layers to her resolve. Aurelia knew that her fight was not just for her liberation but for restoring the freedoms her family once cherished. Her parent's voices, vibrant and passionate in her mind, drove her forward, fueling her commitment to the resistance and to whatever tiny sparks of the rebellion she could kindle in the hearts of her fellow occupants.

____

Aurelia's heart had fluttered with a rare surge of hope when the announcement was made during the weekly assembly. A "Family Reunion Day" was scheduled, a rare event purportedly designed to maintain the residents' morale by allowing brief, supervised visits from extended family members. It was a privilege rarely granted, and Aurelia hadn't seen her aunt and uncle since her parents disappeared.

Aurelia counted the hours over the next few days, believing she could feel a connection to her old life again, even for a moment. She imagined embracing her aunt, the only family she had left, feeling the familiar warmth that had been so brutally stripped from her life.

However, her anticipation was noticed by more than just her roommates. One of the guards, Officer Griggs, had been observing Aurelia's unusually uplifted demeanour. Known for his strict enforcement and keen observation, along with some uniquely detestable methods of punishment known only through the sobs and whispers of other occupants, Griggs had long suspected Aurelia of being less compliant than she appeared.

The day before the scheduled reunion, Officer Griggs stopped her as Aurelia returned from the makeshift library with a book tucked under her arm. With a smirk, he demanded to inspect her book, flipping through the pages until a small, folded piece of paper fell out. It was nothing incriminating—just an old family photo she had hidden there—but Griggs's suspicions were aroused enough to warrant a thorough search of her belongings back in her room.

Aurelia could only watch, her heart sinking, as Griggs rifled through her few possessions, eventually uncovering a stack of notes she had hidden under a loose floorboard. The notes were harmless, thoughts and poems that kept her sane, but they were enough. Any unauthorized material was forbidden, and possession was severely punished.

Griggs's face hardened as he read through the notes. "You're not as clever as you think," he sneered, confiscating everything. He delivered the crushing blow as he left: "Consider your visitation rights revoked. We can't have someone with your tendencies corrupting the others."

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Aurelia sat alone in the subdued glow of her dimly lit room, cradling her knees to her chest. Cold and unyielding walls seemed to press inward, mirroring the tight grip of despair that threatened to suffocate her spirit. The sting of her revoked privileges was still fresh; her mind drifted unwillingly back to a time when hope was more than just a fleeting shadow.

Her fingers brushed against the small, worn photo of her family; the edges frayed from the many times she had taken it out to feel a connection to her past. The snapshot, one of their last outings in the park, unleashed a flood of memories—especially one vivid scene that stood out in stark relief against the darkness of her current surroundings.

It was a chilly evening, but the square thrummed with the warmth of gathered bodies and passionate voices. A young Aurelia stood hand in hand with her mother at the crowd's edge. They were at a candlelight vigil to protest a new oppressive law. Her father, one of the speakers that night, his voice resonant, cut through the cold air like a beacon.

"Freedom isn't just the absence of chains," her father had proclaimed, his gaze sweeping over the crowd, alighting on Aurelia and her mother for a fleeting moment, a silent promise of love and protection. "It's the courage to speak and act without fear. It's our right to live with dignity and to make choices that define us."

Her mother had squeezed Aurelia's hand, whispering, "Remember this, Aurelia. Never let fear decide your fate."

The crowd erupted in a soft chorus of agreement, candles flickering like stars stolen from the night sky, a sea of light against the encroaching darkness.

Tears blurred Aurelia's vision as the memory faded, replaced by the stark gray of her room. But the echoes of her father's words lingered in her ears, and the warmth of her mother's hand in hers was a phantom comfort. They had stood for something once. They believed in change in resistance, even when it came at a high cost.

Pushing herself off the floor, Aurelia wiped her eyes, a new determination steeling her features. Her parents had fought with words and presence. In Facility #7, she had less freedom, support, and visibility. But she was still their daughter. The fire they had kindled in her of truth and liberty had not been extinguished. If anything, it burned all the more fiercely now.

She couldn't let their sacrifices be in vain. If they had taught her anything, hope was not just a feeling but an action. She would start small, but she would start. No matter the risk, she would speak, share, and ignite the same resistance behind these walls.

As Aurelia lay back on her bed, staring at the ceiling, the faces of her aunt and uncle haunted her—so close to a reunion, yet now further away than ever. The excitement and anticipation that had buoyed her spirits over the past week had been cruelly snatched away, leaving a void filled with despair.

The hours dragged on, and Aurelia's room increasingly felt like a cell. The distant echoes of commands and the soft footsteps of patrolling guards reminded her of her powerlessness. Her small acts of defiance, which had once felt like secret victories, now seemed futile. She was alone, watched over by those who saw her not as a human being but as something to be managed and controlled.

Dinner that evening was a blur. Aurelia moved through the motions; her food was tasteless, and her interactions were mechanical. Her fellow residents' attempts at conversation were brushed aside; her usual spark, her readiness to share a smile or a whispered joke, was extinguished. She felt disconnected, adrift in a sea of sorrow.

That night, Aurelia skipped the customary gathering in the common area, choosing instead to curl up under her thin blanket. The room's darkness provided a small comfort, a place to hide her tears. She thought about her parents, their vibrant life, and how abruptly it had been cut short. The pain of their loss, compounded by the loss of even the chance to reconnect with her remaining family, pressed down on her like a physical weight.

Her sleep was fitful, filled with dreams of doors slamming shut, of voices fading into silence. She awoke with a start in the early hours, her pillow damp with tears, the sting of hopelessness fresh as if the wound had just been made.

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Lilly Daughters

Lilly Daughters writes poetry about traumatic events and short stories changing the narrative of trauma to heal the pain suffered by carrying the stories of so many others.

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