Music From the Younger Years
The Angst of a Teenage Gothic/Punk Gamer
Whether the music was metal or classical, hip hop or rock 'n roll. I have found that music has always been a way to describe myself. Also to describe what has gone through my life.
Whether if they were singing words that hit my soul, and knowing that there was more to my feelings than what I had realized. Then bringing them to the light. Whether it be my anger and depression spiraling , or my happiness and joy bursting at the seams, and my energy showing themselves. Along with any confusion when I'm unsure, and the knowledge that some may feel the same as I.
Also the strum or tang from an instrument that vibrated into my soul. Singing a song without words. Illustrating a story through notes and melody. Not a word spoken, but definitely a song that doesn't need to speak, to tell its story.
My Main List:
To Zanarkand – Nobuo Uematsu
The song that always put my soul at ease, though at the same time brought sadness, understanding what the meaning behind the instrumental song. Which is a theme to the Final Fantasy X soundtrack.
One Winged Angel – Nobuo Uematsu
An amazing song from the Final Fantasy VII soundtrack. Which it has many more to it. This song is sung in Latin with a classical instruments along with J-Rock.
Liberi Fatali - Nobuo Uematsu
The primary song from Final Fantasy VIII soundtrack. Another song that is sung in Latin. Which it is more of a strong song in an Opera type setting.
Obsession - See-Saw
The opening song in the anime .Hack//Sign. More in a J-Pop setting, and first song that got me into the Genre.
BreakAway – Kelly Clarkson
One of the songs that reminded me that no matter where I go, I need to remember where I come from. While at the same time not allowing where I came from set me back.
Bring Me To Life – Evanescence
Definitely one of the songs that got me through my depression. Feeling of loneliness and wanting help.
Behind These Hazel Eyes – Kelly Clarkson
Last Resort – Papa Roach
Again, something that explained my depression and how some days I felt. Though never went through what the song suggests, but definitely had the urge.
They – Jem
This one was one that involved my curiosities and annoyance of how things run. Between how government, school, and people in general view how life is and the rules that follow behind it.
Bodies – Drowning Pool
Welcome to the Black Parade – My Chemical Romance
In the End – Linkin Park
Papercut- Linkin Park
Bleed it Out – Linkin Park
By Myself- Linkin Park
'Cuz I Can – P!nk
So What – P!nk
1000 Words – Sweetbox
One of the songs from Final Fantasy X-2. Always enjoyed the classical music with J-Pop feel to it. Always makes me tear up, even to this day listening to it.
Real Emotion – Sweetbox
All the Things She Said – t.A.T.u.
Clowns (Can You See Me Now?) - t.A.T.u.
Animal I Have Become – Three Days Grace
Angels With Dirty Faces – Sum 41
I Wish I Had an Angel – Nightwish
Moondance – Nightwish
The first song that I listened to from this group. Most of it is between piano and an orchestra, though towards the end, a slight metal feel comes in.
She's My Sin – Nightwish
Brother My Brother – Blessed Union of Souls
Candyman – Aqua
Chop Suey – System of a Down
Coin-Operated Boy – The Dresden Dolls
Concrete Angel – Martina McBride
Desert Rose – Sting
Kryptonite – 3 Doors Down
Every Time we Touch – Cascada
Forsaken – David Draiman
Hotel California – Eagles
I Write Sins Not Tragedies – Panic! At the Disco
Kiss From a Rose – Seal
Angels - Within Temptation
My Happy Ending – Avril Lavigne
Never Alone – Barlow Girls
One of the few Christians songs that I loved. Mainly just a reminder, no matter how much we feel alone, we do have someone watching over us.
Numa Numa – O-Zone
One Way or Another – Blonde
Piano Man – Billy Joel
Sakura Drops – Hikaru Utada
Sanctuary- Hikaru Utada
Simple and Clean – Hikaru Utada
One of my favourite J-Pop artists. Which this song is from my Favourite video game series, Kingdom Hearts.
Scalliwag – Gaelic Storm
Send Me an Angel - Scorpions
Sweet Dreams (Are Made of These) - Eurythmics
Dance Magic Dance - David Bowie
Within You - David Bowie
Tears Don't Fall– Bullet for My Valentine
The Bird and the Worm – The Used
What's Up People – Maximum the Hormone
Wild Dance – Ruslana
White Wedding - Billy Idol
Down With the Sickness - Disturbed
Lie Lie Lie - Serj Tankain
American Idiot - Green Day
About the Creator
Ashley Tenold
A 29 year old mother of two.
Loves writing, sewing, crocheting, singing, and dancing.
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