Zena Walker
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Trust Issues
I had a boyfriend once. Here he will be called X. This was a guy who wanted me when I wanted nobody. He asked me out on a date. I declined as I had done with everyone else at that time. He was so offended by it; I didn't know why. I didn't even know him. He was smoking with his friends one day and his one friend's older brother, who happened to my coworker and friend. We will call my coworker friend K-dawg. I walked into work the day after the rejection K-dawg said he had to tell me something important. He nervously explained to me that X joked that my pussy stank. I was infuriated. K-dawg convinced me to confront him. I think of that day and wonder how I could have been so gullible. He had convinced me he didn't say it. He told me, " If I asked you out, why would I say that?" I thought, "Okay, sounds legit." He moved, so I felt I didn't have to worry anymore. A year later, I went to my friends' house to roll-up some bud, and there he was. Somehow after that day, he had won my heart. Maybe I was desperate and lonely; I don't quite remember. I spent most of that summer stoned off my ass. Fast forward a year and a half into our "happy" relationship. For some reason, our 'how we met' story had come up. I am such an understanding person that if he would've admitted to me in the beginning that he had said those rumors, I would have tried to see the benefit of the doubt. He slipped up though, X decided to say out loud in front of my friends and I, that he was talking mad shit about me because he was jealous and furious that I had rejected him. For two years in a new high school, I was the new girl known for my apparently rancid vagina. After this betrayal, I had no idea if I could actually trust the guy. I thought I had loved him. Fast forward six months later. I had been fighting this feeling of betrayal for so long. My resentment just grew and grew.
By Zena Walker3 years ago in Humans