I took two shots of whiskey because I am so nervous to reenact my day dreams with him. I decided to tie his hands and whip him with a flogger for the first time in my life. I am determined! I have never been on the other side of this kind of game and just the thought gives me sweats and chills at the same time.
I was standing in the dark with my doggie, loving the moment of peace after a mind blowing success at the conference that day. I wanted to scream how happy I was! I was 33, I had a husband who I had been married to for nine years, and a two year old daughter. I had a great job, and I was applauded by the whole company that day. The only thing that avoided me for years was love. Or I avoided it persistently, by telling myself that I had to love my husband. Apparently it doesn’t work that way.
That summer was promising a lot of fun from the beginning. I broke up with my boyfriend who I had dated for 4 years. I lost weight, got that beautiful bronze tan and felt waaaaaay too confident. Parents went out of town for the summer. My girlfriend and I went to a bar for a drink and for an adventure.
We have all been there. You and me and my brother and my mom.