I am a proud mother of two special needs kids. It can be a little hard at times, but no matter what at the end of the day I love my kids more than anything, and I am so proud of them. They really do light my heart up like a wild flower.
Small thinks come in small acts
Good things come in small acts of kindness. Everyday life can be stressful and bring some of us down to our lowest points at times. As difficult as life may be at times, we find the good in it and sometimes the good might even find us. What do I mean by this you think to yourself? What I am referring to is good old fashion kindness you offer or show another person, it might be someone you may or may not know. When doing so you are not expecting anything in return. Google defines kindness as; the quality of being friendly, generous, and considerate. Did you know a small act of kindness could really boost someone’s day, mood, or leave a life impact that the person will remember for their life? It could also be contagious and have the person you showed kindness to show kindness to someone else.
Revamp Hiper Speed
I will begin with a few things about me and my life in the shortest way I know how. I have suffered from the ups and downs of life. The changes and the idles of my own doing. I have depression, anxiety, thyroid disease, mood swings, obesity, and there's others but you get the just of it. I'M ONE HUGE HOT MESS to say the least! What is worse is I know I am. I mean if I was in AA classes, I guess knowing and admitting it is half the battle, am I right? The real me is hiding and just wishing she could come back out and play. I used to be the person everyone wanted to talk to, visit, invite places, go shopping with or party with. The real life of the party kind of person. I could turn someone’s frown right side up in minutes, But I could never seem to take my own advice. I really do not know what happened to me. Where did that girl go? Why did she go into hiding? What happened? Most of all why did it happen? Okay, okay yes getting older happens to us all, so what! That is not a reason to pull 180. Well, no matter the reason I am here now. I hate who I have become. I must make a change and I need to do now and fast. I cannot be trapped in this stranger's body with all these issues no more. I feel like I am suffocating. Sort of like I am dying within my own shell. I cannot live like this another minute. So, it is time for revamping myself from the inside out. To make a new me, if I am not able to find that lost girl, at least I could make myself a better version of who I am now, like a huge, better version. Someone I can live with, that I can be proud of. Someone that can show to other’s it can be done.
You're living life to the fullest and one day it all stops. The breaks are slammed and everything changes. You ask yourself a ton of questions and thoughts run through your mind as to why. What happened? Why me? Why can't I get up out of bed? Why is that things that I used to care about and enjoy just seem to be chores and lost thoughts? Why is it that I'm so sad, moody, making plans just to break them? Why do I feel so dead inside and why am I crying so much? Why don't I care about the way I look or even have the strength to take a shower? All these things crossed my mind over and over again for years. I had no idea what happened to me. Where did my spunk go? Why is this cloud over my head? Why and more why's were running through my mind what was left of it at the time. I really tought I had lost mind.
Hi there. Welcome to my on going battle of trying to get back into the jeans I've held onto for years, NO JOKE! I think it's been about ten years now that I've packed and unpacked these jeans over and over. I've even sat holding a pair of these jeans and just cried my eyes out for hours.