I'm inhaling and exhaling, I'm starting to loose my breath and all I see are my parents crying and pacing around our tiny room. They start yelling as you would expect any parent to react, I mean they did sell their home and up root the whole family to another country with everything they had. In my head I'm thinkin to myself "How can you be so stupid and let this happen?" "I've just ruined everything." My sisters were crying and couldn't even look me in the eyes, I just felt my whole world shatter and everything I thought I knew faded into nothingness. I cried until I couldn't cry anymore.
I guess I should just start typing, Hi my name is Tabz. Tabitha if you want to be formal about it but I prefer being called Tabz. I'm a 29yr old grocery store manager whose about to turn 30 in a couple of months time and I'm a single mother to four energetic and sometimes to grown for their own age kids. I'm not to big on social media, I mean I have the usual stuff like Facebook and Instagram, but other than that I don't go any further so this is a first for me.