Have the Room Your Favourite Youtuber Has
Recently I've been binging youtubers who do things like room and clothing hauls and I can't help but think "Why am I not like that? Why is my life not like theirs?" After all this binging I found a way to live a slightly similar life to the youtubers I watch.
My mother gave me my body
The day my mother gave birth to me was the day she says she instantly loved me. All those years she held onto that love through the process of taking care of a needy baby, to a temper tantrum filled toddler, all the way to a moody teenager, until I finally became an adult who was responsible for herself. Unfortunately, all that love she feels for me wasn't so easily passed over to how I feel about myself.