I've never really been in healthy relationships because I was scared of being with someone and having them hurt me emotionally…
Have you ever been betrayed by your own best friends before? I have.
I’ve been in love only twice.
When me and my boyfriend got together, he didn't tell me that he gets turned on by hurting other people. I didn't understand that side of him. I remember one time he had asked me if he could zip tie my hands and I let him. Half way into, I started to freak out because I've never been restrained like that before and begged him to cut me loose so I ran into the bathroom once he cut them off. He got so upset that he finally told me that he was a dominant. I was shocked because it was my first time being with someone like that. I was scared at first. Didn't know what to think of the situation. I had a lot of questions to ask because I was so curious about it. it. I got used to the fact that he was like that and I accepted it.