Dear Diary 2021
March 1, 2021,
âHave a great day babe!â
âYou too!â
I give him a big embrace. We stop and I look him in the eyes. I try to burn this look into him. The disgust, anger, and hatred. My heart shrinks down ten more sizes. If it shrinks one more time itâs game over. He looks back at me and sees his obedient, heaven sent wife, and the mother of his children. He sees love shooting out of my pores. How could he be so blind? Those werenât hearts, they were flames. I smile at him. On the inside, I am cackling like the wicked witch of the East. He sees an angel radiating her light. Thereâs a battle between good and evil brewing inside of me. Evil is in the lead. I step on my tippy toes and press my lips against his. My light is radiating in him. The dim light in my heart, extinguishes. Everything has gone black!