If you were to tell my past self that I would be showing off my body for the internet, I would've laughed and thought it was a joke because I never would've thought of doing such a thing; yet here we are. I have only been at this for some months now and it has taken quite a toll on me a few times to the point where I question what my worth is. Receiving unsolicited pictures, messages, comments, and demands on a daily basis tends to change how you view people in general. At first, I did it for the attention and never expected anything major would happen because, well, I'm a male, and not many people particularly want to see a man's privates, but I was genuinely surprised by what happened and how quickly things escalated into something beyond what I was prepared for.
Determination. That was all I had in mind when it was time to act. Determined to make her mine in every conceivable way. Determined to make her beg for more. Her sweet delicate moans weren't satisfying enough for me as I wanted to make her scream out in pleasure and make her remember every second of it. The look of pleasure on her face showed me she loved it; the way her eyes rolled to the back of her head as I gradually slid inside of her, how she wrapped her arms and legs around me to pull me in closer and deeper, the scratches on my back and the bites on my neck, and the look she gave me as we stared into each other's eyes said it all.