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Thoughts Written in My Notes
July 21st, 2022 3:57PM Thoughts run through my mind, but I'm not quite sure what to say about them yet. I wish that I could sit and write about you in 600 words or more but I can't seem to be getting there, yet, the feelings of confusion, misunderstandings, growing pains, perspective, and love, all bunched into grief, is still very much present inside of my mind...
All Of It
There are limits in this world that we allow people to cross so often. Why? Why do we do that to ourselves? We go from here to there. We lose friendships along the way. Become lost in our own self abyss. Blame others when it is really under our control. Blame ourselves when it is out of our own control. Someone tell me why I feel like I am screaming under water and no one hears me. The thought of you drives me insane. But then again, that is my limit. You are my limit. These feelings will not, are not, going to go away. You turned yours off. You found peace in your environment, I never will.
May You Never Forget and Always Remember
Here I am after almost a year of not writing... anything... This one is for me. And no one else. Dear Nia, You've done well. You've done good. Look at how far you have come. No, this is not where you want to be, who you want to be, who you want to be with, BUT you made it this far.