My Letter to Him
To the Love of my Life, I don't even know where to begin this letter to you, or even if you will ever see this. I hope you do. I hope that this finds its way to you somehow because I need you to know that none of this was a game. That none of this was a lie or even a joke. I need you to know that the love I had and still have for you was and is 100% real it. That despite all the demons inside your head telling you that it wasn't real, it was. I know you had to block me from your life because it was tearing you apart physically and mentally. I know you had to do what was best for you. But I wish things could have been different. I wish we could have pushed that restart button together and not separate.