MdotJam

Joined January 2021

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Journal blogger that writes about self-analyzation, self reflection, epiphanies, and personal growth.

There is also a podcast to go along side my journal pieces

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The Plain Bagel Letter
Dear Social Media Addicts, Today I will introduce you to the "The Plain Bagel Struggle." As a plain bagel (a woman that does not wear makeup), I sometimes struggle to stick to my own personal beliefs. I have once again considered wearing makeup, and once again I have decided not to give in. This is a challenging PERSONAL journey of mine that I started as a teenager. There is always pressure from society to present myself to the world the way the world wants to see me. Especially when it comes to being feminine. It's an odd requirement that some people have. To be considered a feminine woman, I must cover up my true appearance. I fight the societal pressure because I know that makeup is not a good idea for me.
By MdotJam2 years ago in Poets
Don’t Give Them The Pleasure
Never let them see you sweat Weakness does not become you. Never let them think they can hurt you. Save your tears for your private rest.
By MdotJam3 years ago in Poets
Split
In the mirror here I stand, I look at her and regret the glance I love myself, but I hate her, especially when she stages her temporary takeovers
By MdotJam3 years ago in Poets
Bury Her Deep
Push her down, bury her deep. Seal her up tight, keep her away from me. Six Feet under is always best. I don’t care that she’s still alive, the dirt will put her to rest.
By MdotJam3 years ago in Poets
Infinite Fantasy Land
Originally Written April 2011. Originally posted on mickeypoems.blogspot.com ( my old blog ) Infinite Fantasy Land
By MdotJam3 years ago in Poets
“Still Ain’t Forgave Myself “
How can you forgive others if you haven’t forgiven yourself?… – Someone smart I’ve never forgiven anyone. Literally not one person. Why would I give other people a luxury that I haven’t given myself? How could I? It doesn’t even make sense. I’m not bragging. Being incapable of forgiveness isn’t something anyone should brag about. I’m just thinking, and expressing my thoughts.
By MdotJam3 years ago in Humans
Fool In Love
Fool A person who acts unwisely or imprudently; a silly person. •••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• A little over two yrs ago I was in this weird situation with a guy. A situation where I kept trying to prove myself worthy. The harder I tried, the more I failed. The more I tried to prove my worth the more I messed up.
By MdotJam3 years ago in Humans
Unwanted
I am unwanted... but that’s just...me. It’s always been this way. I don’t know what it is. At this point I kind of just roll with it. I’m used to it. I pretty much expect to be unwanted no matter where I go. I personally feel that it would be a cold day in hell before anyone is attracted to who I am.
By MdotJam3 years ago in Motivation
The Saga of Tanya The Evil
*Spoilers Ahead* Was Tanya Truly Evil ? My honest opinion is that she was more ruthless, than evil. As a somewhat new person to anime, I tend to land on the dark, and thought provoking anime. For example "Death Note". "Death Note" was suspenseful, dark, and intriguing. It pulled you into the story, and there was no escape till it was over. I also have a love for evil villains. Not that MCU bull crap where the villains have good intentions the entire time. Give me the evil villains that started out good, and became evil. Give me the evil villains that are just plain evil for no reason. Those are the villains that I love. Basically give me the villains that need evil in front of it.
By MdotJam3 years ago in Geeks
The Evolution Of LoOpy Land
LoOpy Land is a place of freedom and expression. There was a time when no one but me had access to the wonders that is this wacky place. One day when I was about 13 yrs old, I decided to unlock the massive Willy Wonka sized gate , and allowed the world to take a peek inside.
By MdotJam3 years ago in Motivation

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The Plain Bagel Letter

Don’t Give Them The Pleasure

Split

Bury Her Deep

Infinite Fantasy Land

“Still Ain’t Forgave Myself “

Fool In Love

Unwanted

The Saga of Tanya The Evil

The Evolution Of LoOpy Land

Stories (10/0)