Songs I love that reminds me just how lovesick I am
I’ve never been in love with anyone in my life. At least, I don’t think I have...If I have, it’s probably been with someone who doesn’t even know I exist, and it’s been a long while since I’ve even deeply connected with another human being, romantically or not, outside of my own family who I see everyday, and am constantly amongst, EVERY SINGLE DAY. I know, pretty sad, huh? Well it’s not like I don’t love my family, because I’m pretty sure I’d die for them. It’s just that I have reached this certain point in my life where I’m extremely tired of being alone, even when there are frequent times when I actually enjoy it. The thing is, I’d tell myself I’m happy, and that I’m perfectly fine with not having friends, or a boyfriend, when in all actuality, I want it more than anyone could ever imagine and I’m crying because I believe that I would never find it, or have it find me.