Lady Bt
Bio
Confused? Maybe...creative, perhaps...introspective - too much thinking makes a good girl, bad. I wanted to create a safe space for me to share my hopes, thoughts, and my dreams - what's left of them.
Stories (8/0)
Summertime Sadness
It is certainly confusing being me sometimes. Lately, I feel as if I have just literally blown sh*t up. While I have been sort of, grieving over summer being over, essentially... I had a lot of trouble even when the weather had suddenly changed. You see, I adore the spring-time. Here, in New York, I feel like the longer I've been on this earth the shorter, and more irrelevant the spring-time air has become. I love fall, again, I love and appreciate that we have seasons... but it's something about the change that gets me...
By Lady Bt2 years ago in Confessions
Memories...in the forefront of my mind
On occasion, thoughts of my former life seem to bubble up to the surface. Only having but 40 years on this planet thus far might do that to someone. To be quite frank none of this ever felt quite right. Still doesn't. There was a short time I felt like I belonged in my own skin and I felt happy to do so. I am hoping that this mild-mannered catharsis will eventually lead to a break-through rather than a breakdown. I really cannot handle another breakdown.
By Lady Bt2 years ago in Confessions
Phoenix rising...
...am I really nothing but persistent. Thinking that I have somehow failed at life. When I sit down to write all my previously wonderful thoughts that were concocted during a fruitful shower are quite literally, washed down a drain. I have a little faith that those things will come back to me, not ye of little faith but perhaps just so...
By Lady Bt2 years ago in Confessions
