I recall very clearly that especially at the beginning of my vaginismus days, my dilating practice was as pleasant as nails dragging along a chalk board.
I remember the first time I tried to use a tampon at 14. I couldn’t get one into my vagina.
My very first sexual penetration experience, at the age of 18, was a painful one.
My own experience with vaginismus inspired me to write Debbie Does Dilators. — Savannah Magruder, Writer/Director, award-winning filmmaker
For as long as I could remember, I was always afraid of my vagina.