So Long, Fam
1/8/2021 Title: So Long, Fam Always leaving you behind Written by: Kathy Reed Why do we keep it, why do we keep us In the moment why do we hope, only, "this will be over soon". In everything we do. We know that the hollow shadow only sucks the soul out of us. Yet the only other way is entirely a black hole itself. I know that when I leave to go do photography the winds hollow around me and suck at me as I try to snap the lanes. It's like my pony tail is always too tight. This is my life. I try to become, only to becan'T. I blink as I think back to, my apartment, see you in four hours.
What do you do that makes you?
9/17/2020 What do you do that makes you? I paint and draw Written by: Kathy Reed There is nothing to do, yes there is Today I sit and think as I normally do. There is just the howling wind and the life that I breathe. Nothing that really tells me left or right. I think that with or without a job that I would be the exact same person. If there was nothing at all to do today, then I would have to see if I had the money to paint or draw. I know that life really just depends on money, so that is the only factor on whether or not that gets done. It seems like after work, I know that what relaxes me is no longer being 20's something and listening to lil' John, unfortunately, no one wants to see my old but shake around any longer.
Is painting the forbidden soul
9/13/2020 Is painting the forbidden soul? Our lives from the outside Written by Kathy Reed One two three My life was of nothing that I thought was of any value. I thought about everything and everybody else but myself. I am still that way. I can recall to think that life was an image. I hated the fact of not feeling like I could always be myself. You have to know this is you. How people see you. So many men and women do it. So you can too. Of everything and the things that surround that. Now I have the option to do what I want. I am not trapped. I think that you cannot hear the right path. There is not an easy solution and the hard solution is impossible to solve. So in the matters of the soul, I think that you can to be there to get it.