josh napper
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Stories (40/0)
opening up
Intro: Let’s see here, where do I start. Ya once said maybe I should open up a bit. So, let’s start this thing out nice and easy then down the line we’re go deeper. I got 2 big brothers and a sister. One lives in Oregon; the other is gay while my sis just accuses me of abuse and shit. My daddy only came back for our yearly charity of helping the homeless then off he goes back to Oregon. Momma can’t work, drive or pretty much without her walker thanks to Parkinson’s. my grandma could be called many things, hell my great great aunt is responsible for the train at john ball. For Pete sake my uncle owns two restaurants down in Indiana.
By josh napperabout a year ago in Humans
sometimes
I just want to take a minute to pass on a message to the one that made me who I am. It’s good to be you. you are different. you are your own person. you are one of a kind. you are exclusive. you are UNIQUE. you are perfect. Sadly Sometimes, you gotta fall before you fly. Sometimes you just put one foot in front of the other, even if you don't know where you're going. Keep fighting, even when it feels useless. The greater your trial, The greater the victory. it's not the size of the wolf in the fight, it's the size of the fight in the wolf. Nobody will know you’re a Star unless you decide to Shine! Be who you want to be, not what others want to see. Be true. Be unique. Be free. Stand your ground. Even if it means standing ALONE. Never be afraid to speak your voice if you know what you're saying is right. Always Be Yourself. You are special and unique in your own ways. Never change for someone. If they can't accept you, then they don't deserve you.Don't let anyone tell you that you're not good enough, you were created as you and no one can take that away from you, because you are you and you are unique. Be proud of your scars, they just mean you survived! Own it, live it, love it. Don’t be ashamed of who you are. don't let anyone tell you aren't good enough. prove them wrong. show them just how amazing you are. Words can’t even explain how much You inspire me everyday, to overcome the things that seem the hardest.don't be afraid to try, you can accomplish anything you put your mind to. Remember- amateurs built the Ark, professionals built the Titanic. Don't let haters bring you down. Let your haters become your motivators. you have to believe in yourself, because when everybody around you is telling you negative things. your gonna have to be the one to pick yourself up. Don't allow one person to tear you down, don't allow one person to ruin your day, don't allow one person to hurt you, allow that one person to make you stronger. Never settle for anything but the best, refuse to be anything but happy, and surround yourself with those who make you laugh.. Never allow yourself to be defined by someone else's opinion of you... Always be a priority never an option! Demand respect, you deserve it! If you're not worth their effort, they're not worth your time!!! Let me repeat myself girl. It’s good to be you. you are different. you are your own person. you are one of a kind. you are exclusive. you are UNIQUE. you are perfect. Sadly Sometimes, you gotta fall before you fly. Sometimes you just put one foot in front of the other, even if you don't know where you're going. Keep fighting, even when it feels useless. The greater your trial, The greater the victory. it's not the size of the wolf in the fight, it's the size of the fight in the wolf. Nobody will know you’re a Star unless you decide to Shine! Be who you want to be, not what others want to see. Be true. Be unique. Be free. Stand your ground. Even if it means standing ALONE. Never be afraid to speak your voice if you know what you're saying is right. Always Be Yourself. You are special and unique in your own ways. Never change for someone. If they can't accept you, then they don't deserve you.Don't let anyone tell you that you're not good enough, you were created as you and no one can take that away from you, because you are you and you are unique. Be proud of your scars, they just mean you survived! Own it, live it, love it. Don’t be ashamed of who you are. don't let anyone tell you aren't good enough. prove them wrong. show them just how amazing you are. Words can’t even explain how much You inspire me everyday, to overcome the things that seem the hardest.don't be afraid to try, you can accomplish anything you put your mind to. Remember- amateurs built the Ark, professionals built the Titanic. Don't let haters bring you down. Let your haters become your motivators. you have to believe in yourself, because when everybody around you is telling you negative things. your gonna have to be the one to pick yourself up. Don't allow one person to tear you down, don't allow one person to ruin your day, don't allow one person to hurt you, allow that one person to make you stronger. Never settle for anything but the best, refuse to be anything but happy, and surround yourself with those who make you laugh.. Never allow yourself to be defined by someone else's opinion of you... Always be a priority never an option! Demand respect, you deserve it! If you're not worth their effort, they're not worth your time!!!
By josh napperabout a year ago in Humans
trust
Intro: Let’s see here, where do I start. Ya once said maybe I should open up a bit. So, let’s start this thing out nice and easy then down the line we’re go deeper. I got 2 big brothers and a sister. One lives in Oregon; the other is gay while my sis just accuses me of abuse and shit. My daddy only came back for our yearly charity of helping the homeless then off he goes back to Oregon. Momma can’t work, drive or pretty much without her walker thanks to Parkinson’s. my grandma could be called many things, hell my great great aunt is responsible for the train at john ball. For Pete sake my uncle owns two restaurants down in Indiana.
By josh napperabout a year ago in Humans
why i love you
Intro: I know your past hasn’t been the sunniest and that for long periods of your life it was just raining hell on earth and thundering the earth to its core, but here I stand looking you eye to eye saying I’ll do everything I can to make sure your present and your future, and even after I run up the staircase to heaven I’ll still be right there looking and smiling at the most perfect paradise. I promise you.
By josh napperabout a year ago in Humans
don't know what to say
Don’t know what to say. I really don’t. I can cut a good promo on wanna be’s and selfish folks as well as cheating little boys. I can go deep when talking about the most impossible crush I got, o if only god gave me that 1 in a trillion chance to defy fate and to crash social media. I can talk about this and that, however here I am alone in my thoughts simply not knowing what to say.
By josh napperabout a year ago in Humans
not a confession letter
Not a day goes by without me wanting to tell you somethings but every time I get the courage to get the words out of the bottom of my stomach I just freeze like a little kid who got his tongue stuck to the pole in winter, and I get sweaty like its a 100 degrees in the summertime. so if you find this note of mine on the ground by your feet and decide to give it a quick glance here are some things I wanna make sure you know.
By josh napper2 years ago in Humans
7 months later
There's something that I want to get off my chest but if I’m being honest it’s easier to do it this way then being face to face with you. Part of my brain is normal and the other part is always trying to pretend that life is just a storyline. So 7 months ago when I walked through those doors we now both call home away from home part of me for the good reasons, and honestly, that other part of my mind was like this just gonna start the storyline. But from the moment me and the one that suspsoly turned you down talked outside and I said your name, being there for something much bigger. Heck I’m one of the first there each time, and most days I am one of the last to leave, and you haven’t been able to stop in for what like 2 months.
By josh napper3 years ago in Humans
alexis
Intro: People say I need to let go of you... they say that I need to move on and forget about you... but what if I don't want to... what if I want to remember you. I think about you all the time, remembering the smile on your face, all the times we laughed for no reason, but mostly how much I miss you & wish you were here. Sometimes you just have to realize not all friendships were meant to last forever. I guess ours is one of those. Just sitting here trying to figure out... What happened?
By josh napper3 years ago in Humans
Bekah
Intro: If you cry, I will wipe away your tears. If you stumble, I will help you stand. If you feel like you're alone. You may be going through something that is hard to explain, just know I am here for you and always will be. I will stand by you, I will help you through, I will dry your eyes, I will fight your fight, I will hold you tight, and I WON’T let go. Your gonna make it! If you are lonely, I'll be your shadow. If you need to cry, I’ll be your shoulder. If you need a hug, my arms are open. If you need a friend, I’ll just be me.
By josh napper4 years ago in Humans
A Simple Love Letter
There isn’t a way for me to start this besides saying this is not a love letter. Think of this as a nice little sweet letter from someone who cares about you and simply wants to put a smile on your face every chance he gets. First of all, I’m not gonna start with a lie so I’ll be honest. When you told me that you were gonna turn yourself in a part of me thought that was a mature decision but at the same time there was a part of me that didn’t want you to and to find a way to make you not. I felt that way because I didn’t want to lose you, especially with what was going on with my life at the time. But I knew deep down if I told you not to you would see the side of me that I don’t want others to see, AKA my emotional side. I’m supposed to be the nice funny one that makes everyone feel better or for lack of better word “be clutch”.
By josh napper5 years ago in Humans
Her Pain
Intro: Harsh words are like bullets; no matter what, they can still leave a painful injury. And sometimes, a "sorry" is not enough to heal the wounds you leave. She’s fed up with not being good enough. She’s fed up with being made to feel ugly. Fed up with feeling unwanted. Let me take a second to remind everyone she is not an object. Rather, she is a person who cares, has feelings, and has a heart. Tired of being made to feel like an idiot on how she acts, feels, or when she says anything. So she is keeping her mouth shut, feelings to herself, & staying alone. Better that way, according to her.
By josh napper5 years ago in Humans
