hunter ruchelle
Bio
been journaling since I was a kid. enjoy my public journal :) . subscribe for more.
Stories (8/0)
perception to reality
Sometimes I ponder to think, judgements can pass on to ourselves; for race,identity,weight and etc. Society gives us very low leeway to be our true selves. I believe we’re so enmeshed into our own opinions of others. We totally forget about the true facts.
By hunter ruchelle2 years ago in Longevity
The Unlucky One
It was April 2021, I went to Disney World. I met this guy there, I shall keep his name anonymous. We had a few talks and hung out a bit. He was very sweet yet charming. We definitely hit it off. We went on a few rides together. After the trip, we kept on talking. Then we hung out at his house a bit.
By hunter ruchelle2 years ago in Psyche
Finding Herself
I'll jump right to the point. What is the definition of confidence? According to Merriam-Webster's dictionary it means : "a feeling of consciousness of one's power or of one's reliance on one's circumstances." Confidence is a very big term used in today's society. Something that is brought up in social media and in many other circumstances. Confidence comes in many different forms. It can come in : physical, mental and intellectual or even many more. Well what was my definition of confidence in my own terms?
By hunter ruchelle3 years ago in Motivation
My Continuous Weight Loss Journey
Well hello there all you readers, I would like to introduce my name. My name is Hunter. I am not perfect and I do make mistakes. One thing I'm good at is taking pictures of myself but not just to take them. I recently bought these pair of jeans and crop top at Target. They were a pretty good deal. Today I'm here to show you how great I've been doing with my new lifestyle. I do have losses and wins. So in this story I will describe how they happened.
By hunter ruchelle4 years ago in Longevity
Throwing Money Away Like Its Garbage
When I think of money I think of malls, nails, hair, and etc. Its all a girl wants to be pretty and to have the latest fashion. My parents are very successful and have earned there riches. When it came to money for me it was a whole another story. I didn't take money seriously. I just thought it was a piece if paper that could get me anything. I mean money can get you anything you want. On the other other hand you have to work for it and I wasn't the best at that.
By hunter ruchelle4 years ago in Motivation
Quitting Nicotine
It all started in 2017, I was outside near the garage and my brother was smoking a cigarette and he exhales and said " Try this, try this you'll love it!" My mind said okay and then I was hooked. My brother and I use to share cigarettes for awhile. A month later, my brother bought me a pack of newport menthol 100s and I hid them in my closet. My mom had no idea what was going on. Until she realized I was going for a lot of walks. When I came back from back from this one last walk, she asked " Why are you going on so many walks?' I nervously told her " Nothing just felt getting some exercise." That was a lie that I needed to cover for awhile. So about like a couple weeks went by she found something suspicious. One day I was out with friends and she went in my room and searched it and saw something. She went straight went into my closet and saw a lighter near my drawer and she looked in a shoe box and there it is, the thing I didn't want her to see and she finally found it. She asked me " So you smoke now just like your brothers?" I replied "Mom, sorry I gave in and and didn't have the power to say no".
By hunter ruchelle4 years ago in Motivation
S.I.N.G.L.E
I've been single for years and I never complained. I always thought being single was a problem. People use to always tell me "Why don't you have a boyfriend. I thought in my head I was like " Can you just stop!" It was annoying. All the other girls were always "taken" and the saying still fits me : "single as a pringle." My life went down in a spiral real quick.
By hunter ruchelle4 years ago in Humans
Mental Health Awareness
To begin, how did I realize I had a mental illness? To start, I was fourteen years old and my parents started to notice some differences in my behavior and the way I was interacting with others. They weren't shocked though which was surprising. Having a mental illness was completely new to me and I had no idea what it meant. I started to feel emotions i.e more sadness, excessive aggression, and hopelessness. I felt like I was lost and empty. I didn't know what to do with myself. I was completely disguised of my real true identity. I first thought to myself "Why me?, this couldn't happen to me does this mean i'm not normal? "My first signs of my behavior differences are : noncompliance with parents then it turned into jobs and school. The second I was not keeping up with daily hygiene routines and lastly was being isolated in my room by choice. These all affected my daily living.
By hunter ruchelle4 years ago in Psyche
