Excuse the bad grammar, punctuation and spelling. Just trying to express my thoughts. Enjoy.
Marriage Expectation: Children
Before you start reading, this entry comes from a wife who is not yet a mother or even pregnant. This is coming from a girl who hasn't always wanted to be a mother, but is really thinking about it. This is also coming from a woman who is being pressured by not only her family, but society and social media.
Marriage Expectation: Finances
Since I've been married, and even before, I would have always thought that I would be working. Even if it was just at Tim Horton's, I would still be working. As you know, if you have read any of my previous entries, my husband is a little bit old-fashioned.
Marriage Expectation: The In-Laws
The in-laws ... I can never tell if they actually like me or not. Once they went from my 'boyfriends parents' to my 'in-laws' everything changed.
Marriage Expectation: Sex
This does not apply to everyone. Especially people who just love having sex. I've been married two and a half years now. Sex has been a bit of a struggle for me. He is very aware of that fact, and yet, nothing changes. Ever.
I wouldn't define myself as an overly anxious person. I do tend to worry about a lot of things in my life. This is one of them.
Being the younger sister might be a good reason. She always got to do important stuff before me and got to go to bed later than me. Things either went one of two ways; she would do things before me or within the same year as me.
It’s been at least five years. Five years since I was with you. Things ended terribly... I will admit it. I firmly believe that you were at fault. You may say different.
A Letter to My Father
Since the age of five or six, I cannot personally remember, you and mom have been divorced. Nothing messy, just not living together anymore.