I must say... the last few months have been very tough. I went through a lot of things. I was very depressed and unhappy. Yesterday I decided to put that all behind me and start fresh. Its okay if we fall sometimes we just need to get right back up. Brand new, clear mind and head, really try getting out of my head.
Summer School! Oh Summer School..... Im currently in summer school taking English. Suprisingly I actually like it. My English teacher is very cool, and the students are nice. In class today we were asked to choose a question on the board, and write down an answer from our own perspective. I chose the question: Who or What controls us?
Today is the fisrt time I've felt this way. Its been years and years and the feeling is defintely quite new. I sometimes think to myself I always had this feeling inside. Deep down in me but for some reason I didnt want to let it out. "I used to be so ambitious" I would tell myself. "So eager to do things." I dont know what happend through all these years Ive been nothing but lazy. At times I feel like I became stupid.