Besides me I’m a diamond.
I saw stars and stripes once,
And the past was right beside me.
The answer to any question is always,
During my teen years, I was diagnosed with Rheumatoid Arthritis and PolyCystic Ovarian Syndrome. Therefore, I got a hold of every book of knowledge as possible. I couldn't understand why this was happening to me. We always thought my arthritis was growing pains. It wasn't. Therefore, I started a low carb diet without ingesting nightshade foods. Nightshade foods refer to mushrooms, white potatoes, tomatoes, and peppers. They come from the plant family Solanaceae. This diet worked until I got into a car accident at the age of nineteen. I developed high blood pressure and a form of Lupus called Systemic Vasculitis. Basically, the wind can almost trigger inflammation from my Lupus. Some of the most common drugs to treat a flare-up from Lupus are steroids, muscle relaxers, pain pills, nerve pills, and biologics. At forty-three years of age, I have only been treated with one anti-viral or biologic. I had no choice, but to learn about herbal medicine. The steroid only made my Bipolar worse, and I gained a lot of weight. So here is what I do to stay healthy with Lupus.
Courage under fire, strange and lurid desire.
Inspiring many and yet uninspired in oneself.
Entourage, plunder, liar, faint, cupid, fire.
Caged in a mixed up aroma of atrocity in a rage over a monstrous monstrosity.
Calamity strikes in the deepest part of heartfelt vanity.
Guard my guardedness of the ultimate guard.
Out the doors and on the street,
Everything I see the guard sees.
All that I share, the guard is aware.
Changes are par
t of our existence. An existence that we ponder until our death.
Changes are a part
of reality. A reality that can range from stupendous to quite disappointing.