I am not going to be manipulated
You kept telling me “I just want to make you feel good”, “let me know when it’s too far”, “just move me hand”, but yet you didn’t listen. I kept moving your hand away from my inner thigh but after each move you kept slipping back. Something just didn’t feel right when you touched me like that. I got cold shivers down my spine even though it was July and 90 degrees outside. I was on the bottom and we were in the back seat of your car, it some sort of grey suv or something, I don’t really know cars. There was little room to move. I was paranoid about people in the parking lot but you were not. The parking lot was in a movie theater so I jumped every time I saw car lights even if they were two isles away and every time I thought I heard a door opened or closed. I did not realize at the time that this was assault. Some people still tell me this wasn’t assault, “it’s not like it was rape”, “he wasn’t really pressuring you to do anything”, because you did allow me to move your hand away and you didn’t “force” anything, I think they’re wrong, you did try to pressure me.