Estera Lupu

Joined June 2022

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Today I was woken up by a memory
It’s strange how trauma catches up with you. From all my childhood when I was scared and alone surrounded by people, when I think I forgot and forgave almost everything, this particular memory crept up on me.
By Estera Lupu6 months ago in Confessions
What the Health?!
Diabetes is not a sugar disease? Cancer is not as much genetic as it is diet caused? Our health care system wants to keep us sick?
By Estera Lupu7 months ago in Feast
Father Daniel - a childless priest who educates the children of others.
I recently heard of this father Daniel, a family friend of some sorts. One of my relatives said like a good health wish for him when she heard of him. This made me feel something interesting about father Daniel.
By Estera Lupu8 months ago in Confessions
Fighting is not over
Today I feel tired. But not physically tired, but the kind of tired you feel when you try so many things, put hope into, but nothing comes out. You have patience, that your efforts will pay off, you keep showing up for work day in, day out, but after months of work, the results are still shy to come out.
By Estera Lupu8 months ago in Confessions
I was alone
Finally, I was alone, but not like I am most of the time, when I’m trying to build my career, to center my mind to my body, taming the chaos in my mind and desperately trying to figure out who I’m trying to become. I was alone, my mind was quiet, my body was numb, I didn’t feel the desperate need for affection and socialization. I was contempt with myself.
By Estera Lupu8 months ago in Confessions
The relationship advice that saved my day
Yesterday I had a terrible morning, something didn’t feel right and nothing could make me feel better. Not my wonderful dogs, who always melt my heart when I hold them, not my partner whose hug always makes me feel better. On top of that, I noticed he was also having a bad day.
By Estera Lupu9 months ago in Confessions
You’ll never be able to wear a dress!
When I was a little girl I hurt my knees a lot. Isn’t that normal? For kids to play and get hurt? There was this older girl, a neighbor, she saw me with crusts on my knee skin and she told me to stop getting hurt so much, otherwise I won’t be able to wear a short skirt when I was older.
By Estera Lupu9 months ago in Confessions
“You too will find someone darling, don’t worry”
“No one can steal what’s meant for you”, “Love will find you eventually, even if it’s later for you than it is for other people and it will be love at first sight and you will just know”.
By Estera Lupu9 months ago in Humans
Do you want to be healthy?
We’re all hearing so much information about the immune system, so much advice about how to be healthy it can be annoying some times. What’s the immune system anyways?
By Estera Lupu9 months ago in Longevity
No one is coming to save you
You know that feeling of hopelessness? When you think life is hard and you are waiting for something to happen to turn everything around, someone to come and save you from your sad life, a prince charming or a big job opportunity that will make you feel complete.
By Estera Lupu9 months ago in Motivation