I was all excited to buy this book for so long on getting this book and was saving my money to buy this book . I finally went to Amazon, bought the book from one of their stores and just started reading it. Trust me on how it went because when I started to look at the things on it and got more and more into it ... that's when I suddenly started to say that it's not a good book. Let me explain. Here me out. I went into about keys of power and how it's used within history and so much further along I felt like I was suddenly sick of the book.
MY 1st book review
Book Review : Changes By Sheldon Pearce I always liked TuPac and his life. I felt like there wasn't a lot of information about him ( well it was ,but it wasn’t very nice about him because they made him turn out like he was the bad guy and showed that a lot of people turned on him even the ones that said that was cool with him.)
My first experience of getting crystals was phenomenal in my eyes and other people’s eyes. I didn’t know why nor didn’t understand where it was coming from ,but I felt like I was drawn to it when I finally got the money to buy it. My first one was selenite . I felt that it was needed for my house because a lot of things were all over the place and needed more clearer peace into my house. I did however keep seeing this one crystal which was called desert rose. I kept trying to avoid it ,but this month I couldn’t and bought it. The first thing when I touched it ( while taking deep breaths ) it was as if I was recalling old past lives. There was one particular thing that I couldn’t shake off when I was in Scientology. It was one where I kept seeing that I was in a relationship with one racist man who couldn’t get over the fact that I wanted to be with a black man.
I honestly felt I didn't fit in anywhere because people would tell me that I am delusional for reaching for the stars.What I mean for reaching for the stars was where I can get and dream ( well now people call it manifesting) what I want and get what I want. It was honestly the most irritating feeling and the most ungodly where you had people out here showing their power where they can dismantle your dreams. It was during highschool and I met this rapper who is now well known and famous . He was getting all his money and it was where I was singing to him and he broke down to me that I would never get a record deal and that I sucked. I honestly felt like shit when I stopped singing and got scared of singing where I knew, in life, it would benefit my household, it would get me to the top and recognize in my family of being an amazing singer and much more. I realize that now that I have the power now to be the best and to be just fine and just do it ( even though I have days where I feel like it won't because I'm forever in my head ,but know as well that I can make it ) I also realize that I didn't fit in because I also knew that no matter what I touched and thought it would turn into gold as well. I used to tell people this all the time even my ex's and still would get delusional,but wasn't able to prove that in their faces . I think now as I grew up it wasn't the point of doing that anymore. I felt like it wasn't the time to do that ever and to just not fit in because fitting in would be where you sound the same to people and people would not see the coolest part of yourself , your heart , mind , your kindness and most importantly your soul.
I don't know what it is ,but crystals give me joy. I remember my first crystal and that was when I was in highschool and I was learning about tarot reading , wicca and all that jazz . Let me explain. I felt this feeling where I belong in this world all because of learning about gaining power back over a crystal , affirmations and being peaceful in life. I felt like there was something better in this world than what I was doing at the moment which was going to therapy and getting no results. I basically was dealing with parents who hated each other , getting divorced from each other and using us as bait to see who is better than the other and my answer was neither because I didn't like not either one's attitude. I was wishing it would stopped. When all that was happening ( along with being humiliated in front of my crush at school cause I tried every might of myself to get him and nothing seem to work especially my poetry to him ) I went outside all alone by myself. I was alone and couldn't get my thoughts together where I felt like there wasn't anything I can do until suddenly I saw a rock or so I thought it was. It was a black rock. I grabbed it and felt like somebody lost it. I was trying to find somebody who lost this ,but again I was by myself. So I went to class and started to ask my classmates do they know who has this and what this is. So I proceeded to ask and people didn't know who it was ,but they said this must be a gift from you. They try to touch it and then say oh no I can't touch your crystal and started to teach me how to clean it and to make sure that I have it by the moon . I took their words and their warnings and did that. Know I know many of you say it doesn't work ,but let me tell you... yes it heck it did. I took this to school with me everyday and everything seem to get better . I didn't have girls being bullies to me ( they actually weren't at school at all or was on a lunch date with their mom or whatever or got into trouble at school and had detention all day ) , I had gotten more friends who told me what's better than witch craft aka had gotten a friend who practiced ATR and told me it's more powerful for us and that we would get more from that than witchcraft. I didn't trust that at all ,but now that I see it ... it makes perfect sense now. I do regret that I didn't give a chance to ask more. Anywho, off subject, I started to learn more about these crystals and wishing I had more and didn't understand the purpose or the main reason of why this crystal came into my life. What I know as of now, it was grounding me to be more down to earth ( that's what people noticed alot out of me ) , also it helped me keep bullies at bay and also removed all the problems that I seem to think and believe that was hurting my soul. I know alot of people were trying to warn me again moltivite at that time ( funny how in the 2000's like 2002.. that I was getting warnings about that ) cause what they told me is that this stone really turns things around like it really does. Many was seeing what might happen when I have it to the point I got scared. I went outside and took that osbian and threw it so far where it doesn't hurt me nor my family.
When people hear about crocheting they think it's only for grandmothers . You know the one that you use with two hooks? Wait one? People usually get this confused with Knitting , you use two hooks to get your pattern), but crochet is used for one hook to get any pattern that you want. You can use various colors and types of styles to make a hat , a scarf, baby booties etc. However, people don't know the history of crocheting.
Slime Lickers: All Hype or Really amazing When I used to work at Five Below ( yes I actually worked there) there was so many candies in the world that made it possible to relive. From trolli's to popcorn with oreo flavor. It made me felt like I was child again playing video games. Now what really grind my gears was about slime lickers. Never even heard of those things nor pictured it because they were extremely popular because of tik tok and children calling on the phone to find out about it . Now at first I thought it was all hype until I got a glimpse of what it is. Let me explain.
Managers Vs Their "Product " and " Their Fans" To be honest, I didn't know where nor how to explain this ,but knowing people who are famous sometimes is hard . It's where you meet people online and have to live with the fact that there are people out here who assume that you shouldn't be allowed to speak with them and also have no rights ,but that's how human interaction not human nature is. When you meet someone or somebody you like to know where their head no matter.what gender, sex ,. creed nor status. I mean that's what how human nature is right? No. Not for all ...better yet never for their mangers or CEOs that control their life.
I remember when I used to work at a hotel near by this restaurant and how it used to fill me up and make my day . I still go there , even after I quit my job , and order food. I still remember how I would have their grilled salad with those hearty leafy greens, with all the nice looking walnuts ( for the crunch ) and the fruit as well to get me through the day to the burgers , yes the burgers , making it the most top teir’iest thing that someone can every make. I love their arch d-lie. I used to buy that one a lot with their special audule sauce ( I forgot how to spell it and also what is call. Please don’t kill me ! ) . That was the best especially when you are working in a small space hotel and your co-workers can smell it through the hallway. That’s how amazing it is. If you are wondering who I am speaking about , then let me introduce to you to Hi-Pointe . With their unbeatable , unstoppable menu you cannot deny their orders to fill you up and make your day, date night or whatever day you have. They will make sure to make your day.
The history of the bean dip is that in the 1958 it was the most popular (and still is in most midwestern homes because I’m from the Midwest ) to make during the football season besides chilli and nachos. It was a foolproof to keep your husband , kids ( if you had any) entertain. It even was used for potlucks ( well still is especially if you are doing a seven layer dip) or a parent meeting for school ( especially if you are an auntie or uncle and you have to go ..this is your opportunity to make it ) What most people don’t know is that if you have during the Super Bowl that it change the whole atmosphere in the room. Most of the time people make it cold or room temperature,but making it hot out of the oven that’s when you get the party started.
In Case I’m Not Here
From a moment I thought we would be together forever. As I thought maybe in matrimony that from anybody being sick would survive anything. I mean when my mom was married to my father and she got cancer she survived. They both survived in fact. When he had that heart attack a few years ago she strengthened them back to health. They were still together even after I left college. I didnt realize that I , me, would be burying my best friend, my lover, my cherish tree ( because he was tall and can touch the tree ) Out of all people... why him? I suppose to be dead . Not him. I’m the one who had cancer and he got me my strength back and was working to the bone to keep us all in order. I dont understand nor I cannot fathom this situation.