Emeriniciane Shaw
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I Love You
My Mario, I love you in so many ways I think about you night and day. whenever we are apart I feel the ripping within my heart. I knew from the start that this love we have would never stop. giving you all that I have just promise the love you give me will last. I know we’ll make mistakes along the way. But I’m willing to do whatever it takes to fix those mistakes. You are the sun light of my day I just wanna love you in every way. Through out the day you’re on my mind. I’m so happy I can call you mine. you are my sunshine in my darkest days. Seeing your face makes my life great. give me your all I promise to catch you when you fall. No matter what I do my heart belongs to you. my soul craves for you. You’re on my mind constantly I can’t stop thinking of you. whenever I close my eyes I dream of you. Loving me, kissing me,holding me. I’m so in love with you another man just won’t do. I thank god from above for blessing me with your love.
By Emeriniciane Shaw2 years ago in Poets
Dark Clouds
Trying to see the sunshine through the rain when my life is so full of pain. all these dark clouds and stormy days. I pray to God he help me keep my faith. I know I made many of mistakes, Dear Lord please forgive me and guide me on the way. I wanna be free and at peace so please lord don’t stop working on me. Losing mommy has put me in a dark place and I’m slowly losing my faith, can’t believe she really gone don’t know what to do trying to stay strong. my heart has lost its beat wondering how could this be? so many tears has fallen from my cheeks trying to control the pain the heartache and misery! Dear Father God give my beautiful mommy a kiss for me and tell her I love her and miss her like crazy.
By Emeriniciane Shaw2 years ago in Poets
Suicide I Choose Me!!
Emeriniciane B. Shaw Suicide I Choose Me To lose a baby when I was only a baby myself. nobody knows the pain I feel. trying to figure out why was this the hand I was dealt. dying inside don’t really want no help. couldn’t save my daughter so fuck trying to save myself. They say never to question God but all I wanna know is why. Why me? Why my baby? Can’t be happy because apart of me was taken. Trying to stay strong but I really can’t fake it. I’m hurting there is no other words to say it. I’ve become mute to the world because I lost my first baby girl. 7 years old didn’t get a chance to live her life. Fuck this shit why should I. Thinking about Suicide. Why the fuck should I get a chance to be alive. And my baby girl had to die. You know I can’t even lie as bad as I’m hurting and as much as the pain in my heart keeps stroking. The look in my other kids eyes is the reason I chose to stay alive. Can’t be selfish and cause them more grieve. “Naw” that shit ain’t me “Yeah” I’m hurting but I want them to be happy. So as their mother I’m going to do whatever it takes to keep the smiles on their face. Yo suicide I chose life although I’m dying inside. my 3 other seeds needs me and they are the reason I choose Me.
By Emeriniciane Shaw2 years ago in Poets