My name is Elli and I am hopeless romantic. I'm a psychic fortune teller by day and a dreamer by night. I hope to share my love for romance and interesting topics with all you beautiful souls. enjoy *
“So, what are you guys planning on doing?” My brother asked as he drove, making his way to my friend’s house. “Eh you know just girl stuff.” I answered. Me and brother had always been close but not close enough for me to tell him who I was honestly going to spend the night with. I’m glad he didn’t ask anymore questions since I know he could get pretty protective. I loved him for it but sometimes the best way to learn is to make the mistakes yourself. Another ten minutes went by with the music blasting and finally we had arrived. Luckily, no one greeted me at the front door, and I waited for my brother to drive away. I waved goodbye and then he turned around to make his way back home. Yes, we were both still living at home and I was in grade 12 about to graduate. I still couldn’t legally drink but I had my G2 which meant I could drive the car alone by myself. Although my brother had to work tonight which meant he had dibs on the car we shared.
chapter 1 “Y’a I’ll drive her” That’s what I got for not having a car yet. I was so close to finally saving up to buy my own vehicle. But for now, I was stuck getting rides from friends, family or any co-worker that was willing to drop me off. My family was over at the Stevenson’s having yet another dinner together. I didn’t mind the free food but hell, it was boring. We would always come together, our two families and have these huge family dinners. It would be a great time but there was no one my age I could hang out with. Chris their eldest son was best friends with my older brother Aaron. They had known each other since they were babies and spent most of their time gaming together. The Stevenson’s were a lovely couple, and they did have a younger daughter. But they had conveniently decided to try for her 15 years after I came along. Sara was cute but she was still learning her alphabet, which meant I had no one but myself to hang out with. Well that’s a lie, I sometimes hung out with the boys, but I didn’t want to play games 24/7. So I sat around trying to get the time to pass or I listened in on what the parents were talking about. Tonight, the moms were discussing what dish went best with spaghetti. Meanwhile the dads were sitting down in the living room talking work. Dad was excited about a new promotion around the corner. Hopefully it would happen soon, he had been working so hard these past couple of years, he deserved it. I was sitting at the counter and scrolling through my phone when finally, dinner was announced ready. Everyone came out from where they were and piled food on their plates. I ran quickly to the washroom to wash my hands before digging in. I looked at myself in the mirror to check my makeup, making sure it was still perfect. Black eye-liner surrounded my blue/green eyes and a shiny lip-gloss was covering my small but plump lips. I wasn’t trying to impress anyone, but I always put makeup on before going anywhere. That little bit of makeup did everything for me to help boost my confidence. Dinner smelt so good from the bathroom and I rushed back out to get a plate. Our families had eaten together so many times that we always did so buffet style. We all got a plate of food and then you’d go right back to what you were doing. The Stevenson’s were like a second family after all. Dinner finally finished, I pulled my mom aside to ask for a ride back to my place. Knowing my parents would usually spend all evening here, I was bored and just anxious to get back home. I had work in the morning and by no means was planning on staying here all night.
Here's just a little bit of back story to what led up to the event.. I had just started dating an ex that I had sworn to never see again. We had dated eight years ago during middle school and it just didn’t work out. The three month relationship had been cute but also intense. It brought me the biggest heart break I ever went through. From the constant lying to the cheating, he had thrown me the wolves. But I couldn't deny that we shared a powerful connection that I had never experienced before. It was an inexplainable feeling of attraction. Our relationship was constantly back and forth throughout high-school. It brought me so much confusion and pain, I didn't know what to do with myself. I'd run the other way only to find myself looking for him wherever I went. He pulled at my heart strings by just being around me. While in the same room, he was the only thing I'd be able to focus on. As much as I wanted to let him go, my heart wouldn’t let me and it pulled me right back to him every time I tried to turn away. He ended up dating other people after our short relationship but I was never able to shake him. He stuck like a coffee stain on an old favorite sweatshirt; no matter what you tried, the stain always remained. It’s hard for me to explain the years of heartache and intense emotions I experienced as a young teenager. But hopefully you get a little of what I’m trying to say.
let me first start off by answering the simple question... what is a twin flame? You only have one Twinflame while you can have multiple soulmates. It is said that when you both come together it is like two perfect pieces of a soul finally joining together. You may meet before it is your time to shine together and this can cause conflicts and turmoil. You need to learn to respect the other and what they are experiencing. Usually you both need to learn a couple of life lessons before you can come together. It is extremely normal to meet at a certain point in your life and for things not to work out. This will depend on you and them, whether you both can overcome obstacles that have been set in your path. If it doesn’t initially happen, it might later on. Your Twinflame will most likely be someone from the opposite sex, but they can also be a sibling or even a best friend.