Christina Nicole
Bio
Some chick that writes about anything and nothing . Successful writer I am not and half my work I’d like to trash lol However, it airs out my mind and feeds my soul and that is something if anything at all .
Stories (12/0)
Mortal Lake
I was staying at a cabin down in Allegany for some time to unwind and just clear my mind. It was beautiful and serene especially at the lake which was just steps from the cabin. One night I couldn’t sleep as if something was calling me. I stepped outside to go for a stroll to catch some fresh air. It was a night unlike any other, a night when everything about my life changed and I was highly enlightened.
By Christina Nicole 2 years ago in Fiction
We Bought A Bird
My best friend and I had been saving for quite a while for a trip to Central America a place called Belize. We were both very intrigued with it’s rich and exotic inhabitants and lush rain forests which still remained perfect and pristine. One of life’s most well preserved lands. The articles we had read showed breath taking views and we had heard of it’s extraordinary wild life and incredably diverse settings. The trip of a lifetime something we had been planning for quite some time. This was more like an adventure not a vacation as some might believe.
By Christina Nicole 2 years ago in Fiction
Little Bull
Some days I’m a proud graceful and triumphant leader, some days I’m confident, strong and content. Other days I wanna retreat, hold back just not even fight and filled with resent. Some days I stand tall and walk with pride. Some days I slay things that would destroy so many others. I stand with my herd they are our mothers, sisters and brothers. Other days I have to remind myself, I can’t win them all. Life is a series of battles we must choose them well . Some days I look ahead and feel empowered by my past, the land I protect is so very wide and vast. Some days I look back at all the stories to tell. Days like these are quite a sell. Other days I’m held back and bound by duties and obligations as part of a herd, but all in all I’m righteously thriving and doing so, I am a glorious little bull .
By Christina Nicole 3 years ago in Poets
1, 2, 3...Them and Me!
Along on my journey what do I see , this little trio peaceful and free. Quietly grazing not knowing I’m gazing. I think to myself, this is so serene and just wonderfully amazing ! A precious sight, oh I’m filled with such delight. The moment is ripened with a blissfulness tender which fills my little beating heart with an awesomeness splendor .
By Christina Nicole 3 years ago in Poets
Me,Myself and I
Stepping out of an essential role I play to catch some down time and have a little me day. Some days I’m tired of showing up for the race. Here it is where I would like to stay. The beach mirrors all things that have past, days upon days I’m so very glad they didn’t last. Time stands still enough for me to think, it changes quickly before I can even blink . A voice inside me says you have to change your ways and start appreciating each day before there are no more. They pass you quick with each tick. Try and catch yourself now before you fall amongst the wanderlust of it all. I needed this day it’s been such a long year! Vacations are a way to recharge, revamp, get yourself right and clear. The long days on the job they can certainly wear you down. Out here there’s nobody around and no other sound. Just me and the ocean! I eagerly greet each wave to which I’m amazed at just how exhilarating the water feels touching my skin. Let each moment slowly flow be through me, listen and feel the wind blow. Relax and breathe deep take it all in, a day at the beach is always a win. The water is cool and so very refreshing. Here I am and I’m just meshing. A time to chill just the ocean and me. I’m feeling pretty nautical with the vibrant sun just following along with me. I’m free! Free at last to just be. I found some peace and now I am me again. New tides are coming in and I’m feeling more alive than ever. I’ve made it this far. I’m still here and I am doing just fine. I’m in a place and a state where everything works itself out. It’s all I know in this game to survive, you do what you can full steam right ahead . Hard to believe what we do to ourselves to make a little bread. No time to look back you’ll find that it lacks. Just the dirty air running through those stacks. Times are getting crazy and at times the future seems hazy, But here I can unwind just be lazy and let the current take me .
By Christina Nicole 3 years ago in Motivation
My Stubborn Little Heart.
Today is the day ! It finally starts sinking in. My life is no longer as it was and looks like it isn’t going to be changing anytime soon either. It’s a tough pill for me to swallow . Stuck I cry . A year in recovery , physical therapy , chiropractic care , and injections here and there when does it stop? A pill for this a supplement for that , before you know it you can create a chain of all the pill bottles across your night stand. I get a little better then just like that something makes everything flare up again and every flare up just feels even worse . Life changing? absolutely! Sugar and caffein are a thing of the past. Suddenly I’m eating things I really don’t like and doing anything that promotes healing, or helps with inflammation and the joint pain or nerve damage ! Joint pain is a gift that keeps giving , constantly there to remind you . There’s many things you can do to help with symptoms most are temporary but it never truly goes away. Like that bully when your younger that says “ Just stay down kid” , while they stand there eagerly ready to knock you right back down the second you even try to get up again. There it is the second you open up your eyes to the moment you close them at the end of the day. One of those things that chips away at you till you eventually start to feel defeated, broken down and depressed . Is this it I think ? Is this why I survived the accident and pneumothorax both these traumatic experiences within a couple months of each other in one year, to end up nowhere with nothing ? My mind wanders off on these little tangents at times . There’s that little voice of reason that always clicks in at just the right time and says, “ I survived because I am still capable of doing so many good things “. What if all the traumas are part of the master plan that is shaping and molding me for the person I need to be for the roles I’m meant to play out? The spark that refuses to go out. Surely my life has changed for what I don’t know. I have to stay in my lane and focus while I’m figuring this out.
By Christina Nicole 3 years ago in Motivation
Life Changes
A long journey home tonight my mind is heavy and weary. I’m finding it hard to see too clearly. I feel my hands gripping the wheel tensely as all these thoughts run quickly through my mind. Fear of not getting to say good bye to my mother was the main thought in particular, as I got a message she had another stroke. It was then I truly awoke .
By Christina Nicole 3 years ago in Motivation
The Journey Home To Me
Home used to be about going home after a long day, weeks, months on the road . One day lights are green , I’m flowing and grinding working hard and moving mountains ! Suddenly the light turns red and nothing is what it was . I’m in total shock of how fast my world has crumbled as I lay here broken with numerous injuries asking why this had to happen ! At first it feels like punishment as I watch all the pieces that were carefully placed together to build this life I had imagined fall apart, one by one , piece by piece , bit by bit till there is nothing left ! I am a shell a broken one at that stripped of everything ! Fear , anxiety and confusion are what I’m left with . You assume being a good person would mean protection from such TRAUMA ... Wrong! ...First thing I learned is to let go of my EXPECTATIONS on how life is supposed to go . As I wander down this dark and twisted path of enlightenment you start understanding exactly why this had to happen ! For me I was a well programmed and refined machine , the poster child of a female driver . Strong and confident with allot of respect from my fellow comrades . Up at 3.30 Am 70 hour clock time to go move some mountains ! In just one second reduced to a broken pile on my sofa sobbing wondering where I went wrong and how do I fix this ! Truth is you can’t fix this , you aren’t supposed to ! This is THE GROWTH PROCESS , once you take a deep look inside yourself you learn there’s reasons you ended up here . Let’s start with expectations, the world does not exist in perfection . Yes you could be doing everything right and still lose it all . There’s always lessons to be learned , things taken for granted , holding on to things or people that may no longer be serving your good or well being , fear , afraid to take chances .
By Christina Nicole 3 years ago in Motivation
