Carrie Johnson
Bio
The Ups and Down of being Single
by Carrie R Johnson
It happens, no one ask to be alone as a person gets older. No one knows how or who they will end up with being single.
being single is hard and lonely and takes a emotional jab.
we living it
Stories (9/0)
The Time I Almost Lost Myself
I had a weird dream, which came very close to a nightmare. It was I standing on the top of a spiraling staircase looking down at the many flights of steps I have to walk and not seeing the bottom floor. This dream kept coming vividly to me more often so when I’m faced with difficulties in life. As I consumed the dream of a spiraling staircase, then came a dream of me driving up a narrow high hill in which the top of the hill was so wide and steep, but had houses above it as well as surrounding it. As I was already up at that hill, I try to go back down, but my fear of heights hit me really bad that I felt in my mind that I was going to be on top of this hill for along time, until reality hit me and coached me that, You can’t stay were you at forever, You have to face your fears and come down that steep hill now,”
By Carrie Johnson3 years ago in Psyche
I Am
I woke up and went to the mirror this morning constantly looking at myself. I was looking at the person looking back in that mirror and seeing what the outside version is not seeing. As I glanced at myself, I notice some changes in my appearance as well as my hair and my body and felt a bit sad. I felt sad and overwhelmed at how fast life is going for me and not aware how stressed my life has and the sacrifices that was put out. I’m still trying to grasp within my heart, “what am I now?
By Carrie Johnson3 years ago in Motivation
The Heart in the Nest of the Phoenix
In a torn city name Miethe deep of the seas of Europe, which is one of the hidden places across the abyss adhere the grounds which paved full of vibrate feet running back and forth for safety, while in the city of Miethe the ten story, Goliath buildings which held the two crossing bridges together began to slowly fall apart. In the dark, Smokey sky, fire blazed from left to right perishing those that crossed its paths. The children within small hut homes screaming for their parents unknowing were they maybe. The horses galloping through the fire running and ratting away from the smoke into safety themselves.
By Carrie Johnson3 years ago in Fiction
Being Forty
I can remember the elders saying to us teenagers graduating from high school, “Enjoy your life as much as you can and whatever you do, DON’T RUSH!.” Them bold, but true statements hit us hard as we got older. I would wonder why our parents would take their time and give us a fast no as well as modernly a slow yes at times. It’s funny how fragile life is when you don’t take time and see it thoroughly. Our parents surely did...that’s why they warned us way before we can make it out of high school going into college. We knew we want to set out on our own, but our parents knew more of life than what we hungered for.
By Carrie Johnson3 years ago in Humans
The Meaning of Self Love, Self Meditation
Working a great amount of hours through the week into the weekend non stop will have a enormous amount of pressure on your physical and mental. Your self worth will be completely removed and drained to the point you feel moody and unhappy... of course, no sex may cause you to feel very off and unappreciated, because you wonder to yourself, What’s wrong with you?
By Carrie Johnson3 years ago in Motivation
Being Single: A Privilege or a Curse
Since a teenager some of us were told that once we reached a certain goal in our life we would find our soul mate and have babies. Well some of us had reached that goal, but some of us had paused for some reason on what was told into a myth.
By Carrie Johnson3 years ago in Humans
A love that was once given now taken
It was the year 2004 when I had started a job at a government program way off southern north location across the river. It was a tense, but organized orientation that was pretty exciting for a government program. The people were dressed up and the weather was good and warm, pleasantly in the mid 78 degree season of the year.
By Carrie Johnson3 years ago in Families
I fell in love with a married man who secretly have a crush on me
It was in the mid summer of August when I started a new job at the asylum nearest to my residency. The job seemed frightening at first when I went in for orientation, but then interesting when I pause a look at the unusual photos on the wall of the facility while passing down the many corodors it has.
By Carrie Johnson3 years ago in Confessions
