Writer and artist who loves dogs, beaches, coffee and solitude
I try to live a normal life.
It always comes back to the confusion and depression, anxiety and grief.
I feel trapped here, and I don't even know where "here" is. This is not the world I grew up in.
By Big Dreams7 days ago in Longevity
each letter a droplet on the page
the white surface silky, unmoving
not a duality,
but a harmony
the curved black lines
By Big Dreams8 days ago in Poets
How I got here, I can't tell you.
Mostly because the memories are vague, but also because it hurts to think about those things.
By Big Dreams9 days ago in Chapters
you learn to live in the inversion
what ese can you do?
there is nothing to grip
to pull yourself up
you just slide back down
By Big Dreams9 days ago in Poets
It's Saturday, and I haven't even made the coffee yet.
Your fingers linger on my lower back, barely touching. But I feel you, more than just the soft caress of fingertips on skin.
By Big Dreamsabout a month ago in Filthy
You can chant and meditate and do yoga for hours a day, for years even. If your goal is spiritual growth, then you need to know that nothing will happen until it's your time. It's as simple as that.
By Big Dreamsabout a month ago in Longevity
I have been working towards my biggest goals for over a year now.
It seems like I just keep having setback after setback. The goalpost recedes into the distance, and I feel defeated again and again.
By Big Dreamsabout a month ago in Journal
I just wanted to share my 11 current income streams, all online.
All of them have to do with art or writing, or both.
I don't make much money on any of them yet, but I am trying daily to make a living online, with my writing, blogging, and artwork.
The world has gone nuts.
But so have I.
Perhaps it is a reflection of my inner state of being, a holographic fractal of my disturbed, shattered mind.
By Big Dreamsabout a month ago in Humans
she sits at the edge
not peering below
her eyes glazed over
as if not fully there
but somewhere far away
By Big Dreamsabout a month ago in Poets
It all started when I decided to become independent.
Not just financially independent, although that is a huge part of it.
By Big Dreamsabout a month ago in Motivation
when you start to see
the forest for the trees
amid the branches tangled by the chaos
of the wind
you will know
the depths below
By Big Dreams2 months ago in Poets