Ashara Armand
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Greetings! I enjoy writing and I hope that one day I can share some of my experiences!Stories (7/0)
Dear Ex-Husband
YOU ARE A REMINDER! The unpleasant memory of a relationship I should have been cautious, patient and observant. My heart indulged in the beautiful tones of your voice, I allowed myself to get caught up. Caught up in the tales of fixing you, helping you, and loving you. I thought my love would heal you. I thought it would change you and make you nicer. The mood swings did not make things better. I allowed you to beat me with your sorrows, and I took it upon myself instead of walking away. I thought if I stayed and ‘proved’ myself to you. THAT YOU WOULD LOVE ME. BUT you did not. I do not blame you.. That is not something I wanted to do. I destroyed myself to love you, to give you strength. I hid behind a smile to prove that I was strong. But I was weak. When you would disappear. It left me with pieces I had to glue back together. I blocked out all the screaming I endured and pain to prove that I was happy. I lived in misery.
By Ashara Armand3 years ago in Humans
Dear Dark Passenger
The Uninvited. The dark void. The Unclean. The blasphemous. You are the principal that does not offer me absolution. I do not expect you to wear a beautiful coat and have your fingers covered in jewelry. You have always been that dark, sinister figure. You enjoyed haunting my nightmares because it pleases you. I will never show you my true devotion because I do not see a point. I did not want to linger in the past because you are the echo that corrupted my existence.
By Ashara Armand4 years ago in Poets
What is the Value of Getting Back with an Ex?
Don't get me wrong: getting back with an ex is never an issue. You may have unfinished business and things to say between the both of you. But is it worth it? Perhaps it is, perhaps it isn't. There are so many different ways and reasons as to why we want to get back with ex flames. Especially now that we're in the Mercury retrograde, in that we have other different planets that are in retrograde. I feel like it's just something that supposed to hit you with a hammer in order to get you on the right path or on the right terms. Sometimes we have to be faced with reality. Even though it's really nice to live in Wonderland but at the same time what are you really going to do with your life? There's so many different ideas about getting back with an ex. Sometimes it's the midnight booty calls. Sometimes the booty calls lead to exciting sexual play. And then there are the random phone calls of somebody missing the other individual or for the sake of not being alone. Sometimes I feel like those are the phone calls that are the worst. Because you never know if the person was genuine in the first place to want to rehash the past.. or even fix what was broken.
By Ashara Armand6 years ago in Humans
Why Does Fat Shaming Exist?
Fat Shaming! It seems that fat shaming has become the ultimate trend. Why does it exist anyway? What do people get out of it anyway? What does it actually prove? These are the questions that I constantly ask myself, as a full figured woman myself. Speaking as a woman, I love my body. I love my curves. I love myself as a person. And I do not feel that it is right for anybody to judge from the simple fact that someone is a different size.
By Ashara Armand6 years ago in Viva
- Top Story - March 2018
How to Reconnect With Your LoverTop Story - March 2018
Do you remember the first time you had sex with your lover and actually communicated on the things you wanted in the bedroom that turn you on the most? Do you feel that sometimes you were shy and that you really can't express yourself, especially being a woman, and you find yourself locked inside your own head with self-doubt that perhaps your lover doesn't see you the same way and the connection between the both of you has gone stagnant? These are the questions I normally ask because there are times that I feel that I have lost the spark in my own relationship and I feel that sometimes communication can be at a standstill because both parties have such strong opinions. So when you find yourself in a slump, you want to bring the spark back into the relationship that you love and adore, you have to find different ways to be spontaneous. You have to find different ways to rekindle the connection that you had sexually with your lover and you have to be open and honest with that person to let them know that you love them deeply, but you have certain ideas or certain demands that you require. It is never wrong to tell your lover that you might want something new in the bedroom to spice up the relationship and to bring both of you together in a more deeper and loving manner. I find it hard to believe that people actually go through the situation that I have been in several different times. Communication is so important because so many wires get crossed and everybody wants to have a fucking titty-fit. So here are some things that can bring the spice back into your relationship. It something that I tried myself and it actually worked. Besides communication, here are some factors that may give you what you truly desire to bring the spark back into your relationship and bring the beast and freak out of both of you.
By Ashara Armand6 years ago in Filthy
That Time with Belly Dancer
“How you love your precious guilt...” - Lestat de Lioncourt. I remember seeing him on Facebook, he added me a week before I came to this party. I saw him across the room, watching him through a mirror. He danced exquisitely to the music and I was tempted to join him.
By Ashara Armand6 years ago in Filthy