I never gave up hope, even when I was in my darkest hours. I believe I am richer than most not because I have money but because I have no envy I have a beautiful wife and kids and everyday is a new adventure.
Moving from the city to the country was a huge difference, the people were different, the landscape and roads were different. There was a store down the street and by down the street I mean 4 kilometers. My bike came in handy for sure.
A small life
The insecurities started as a teenager, I was maybe 15 when I realized I was kind of small. Also, it was about the time I started to understand the ridicule and all the jokes about big verses small. For some reason it affected me hard. It might have also been that the first girl I was with, she said I was the smallest she was ever with. It was a horrible feeling and it made me lose myself to video games, It's where I mind my solitude.
Shine like the Sun
This power of affection and love is blinding. Blue, Green and Hazel, it is the color of your eyes, like a motivational speech, that makes me feel my pride. Yellow is my color, and it's just my soul shining bright like the sun, no hate in my heart and love for everyone. I spent half my life hiding but now I feel free, It doesn't matter anymore what my family will think of me. My spirit is happy and shines like the sun, and just like Ra I will love everyone.
You feel it, the cold draft that seems to come from nowhere you feel it, a hand on your shoulder but no ones there is it someone trying to say goodbye