Recording Artist - Author - Entrepreneur - Entertainment Personality - Pisces ♓️
26yr - currently in Austin, TX.
My Craigslist Expedition
Do you ever feel half-way motivated, half-way inspired? Those moments where you really want to try something different or do something different… a path that you have never strolled before. This idea of a new and renewed wonderful realm of existence that might bring into your life exactly what you need, but then you never fully open the door to these knocking opportunities. You just look through the blinds at whoever is standing on your stoop, hoping it could be an Amazon delivery for some package you forgot you ordered… because at least that could be exciting. I’m reflecting on writing this now and realizing how mundane my life actually is, that my endorphins surge when the doorbell rings. The chime on my phone alerts me to new motion and I’m curious, did someone order me a pizza or is it my landlord wanting to change the AC filter? When I sit in this energy; I scroll Facebook, thumb through Instagram, flick through TikTok and I wade through Craigslist. (Dun! Dun! Dun!)
Thin As Paper
8.17.20 – Not much has changed… today I still feel this empty loneliness. It’s difficult to describe with words, so I’ve been sketching pictures of it… Imagine a large canvas, propped on an easel in a vacant gallery. The entirety of the showroom has been left stagnant with a dark and dusty remanence of the life that use to occupy that very space. The only lights are the four that shine on the display. They shine as brilliant as the spotlights on a single ballerina in the opening act of a ballet when the heavy red folds of curtains draw open. On the canvas… nothing but a black circle, a black hole, a mixture of graphite and charcoal so intimate that they have bred the darkest empty loneliness ever to be seen… or felt.