I've never had a blog before, but I figure here is as good a place as any to have one. It shouldn't be too hard right? Sharing your life with a bunch of total random strangers on the internet that may or may not be serial killers or psychopaths. Or maybe just a bunch of internet trolls. Anyways, I'm getting side tracked. I was going to tell you about today.
A new life? Could it be true?Could I start something new?Could I be who I desire?Can I cleanse myself through fire?I see a path, it's not as dark,I no longer have a mark,Can I walk on solid ground?Will my future strength, ever be found?How do I know that this is true?That I can see every part of you.You've opened up and shown me everything,Even your plan to fix my wings,You've stripped away my outside shell,your hand reaching to pull me out of hell,I have searched for a protector for so long,Now you come asking me,you want me to be strong,I am so speechless,I have no words to express,Can this all be real can it be true?That you have come to help me start new?
The sun rises and things become clear,
For one split second, it's like everything's right there, and I can see everything just the way it is. But then it's like waking up from a dream and everything slips away, and the memory's come back. But when I can see everything, and my heart and mind click and fit together, it's like looking at the most beautiful sunset, or watching a hawk fly or maybe just looking out over a snow covered lawn. It's diving into the ocean to see all the colorful fish and the great reefs. It's like flying, everywhere. And you can see it all, but then you wake up. Then it's gone. But not really because it's all still there. In your heart and mind, just out of sync, waiting to come back. Waiting for that click.
Come away with me, and be mine,