Anir Marquez
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The Broken Ones
When I started thinking things cannot get worse...it got worse. I just wanted to obtain a mind of peace, purity and positivity, but my thoughts never cross happiness. I've never had a time where I can say "I am happy." If I ever did, I lied. My soul feels dark, I feel ashamed of my body, I feel heartless and emotionless, and I never feel good enough. I'm never able to express myself in ways that others can understand. It's an awful feeling to be alone in a world full of darkness and pain. So I ask myself, "what's the point of trying to go on with life if all I live is heartache and misery?" I've tried over a thousand different things to become a happy and more positive person, but nothing seems to work. I've been let down by those who I called friends, by those I trusted the most, by those whom I loved, and even those who are told to be my family members.
By Anir Marquez6 years ago in Psyche