Numb
Feeling numb on the inside, isn’t as good as it may sound to some who may feel too many emotions. I did once as well, then while in the storm of my life, I kept getting my boundaries ignored, my needs neglected, and zero happy brain chemicals. I’ve come to found that apparently when your needs, desires and even your lust for life gets stomped out time after time, no matter what I did to keep the toxic low vibrational people away from me. It didn’t matter, some how they once again have me stuck on a life that is not mine. It’s not anyone I know as far as I can tell.