Allyson cross
Bio
My name is Allyson and with my writing I’m a take you on a journey through my life to the ups and downs in the downs I’m not here to make anyone feel bad for me but to show you that I am a survivor
Stories (2/0)
Entering back into the real world
November 15, 2013 at 11:38 PM my whole world changed. I’ve done a lot of shit my entire life at this time this very moment in my life I did something that I can never take back. It all started May 16, 2012 the shooting had taken place that sale call the town line MA. My kids father was on the run and his friend was picked up that night, I was thinking that we were slick from good now not realizing that I would faces were plastered all over the streets of line mass. We had the world by the balls for the next few months but of course on my birthday July 12, 2012 my world fell apart my kids father was picked up and I was arrested for crazy crazy charges that should not have been Put on me as my kids father’s court shit went on I had my own court shit eventually leading to trial immediate and found not guilty. So thinking I was untouchable I decided to grab his witness witness for the DA and make him go against the DA and on my kids father side everything I was doing was failing even though it will go to my kids fathers we have is still failed so I did the Inevitable I had kidnap in the witness and keep him from going to trial, Drinking every day thinking that I was the shit for what I was doing only thing I don’t on my side was put $20 on the table to tell him if you want to go He can go yes it was a he. Shit happens and a lot of mistakes are madeAnd the police eventually found out I had him and on November 15, 2013 At 11:30 PM I was picked up for kidnapping a witness and Conspiracy. I left behind two beautiful children because of my selfishness and my stupidity because of my actions I didn’t have to do a lot of time because like I said before that’s why you guys on the table I got lower to intimidation have a witness plus I got hit with perjury for lying under oath. If I would’ve went to trial I still be in prison right now but I ended up taking a plea deal and end up doing 2 1/2 to 3 is the three years of probation on after. I am going to a program after 2 1/2 years doing good doing good broke up with my boyfriend met my current husband. Doing good for the first two years then I started backpedaling I got pregnant with my son violated probation several times and then the ultimate happened again his sister and her boyfriend were selling drugs in our house got rated they weren’t there with me and my husband wereI lost my son but at least my other kids weren’t there at the house at that time but my son was that was when I was a true believer of wrong place at the wrong time because of that I got charged with possession charges distributing charges and being blamed for a woman overdosing and dying I figured I was never gonna see the light of day again for a while but because I’m a true believer of my Lord I prayed every single day like I had when I got out I don’t just pray when I get in shit I Pray when I’m doing good. Because I am addict I got a judge at my sentencing Day That was fair for the both of us instead of doing almost 2 years for violating probation could I got Ten he said because it’s Superior probation. And the other courthouse never had a possession charge of my life wanted to give me the same time because of my face I only got a year probation there and for my probation violation eight months together because the judge couldn’t see an addict being pregnant going to jail for two years. I got out August 7, 2018 And I’ve been living the best life I have off all my kids I make good money every week I’ve been out of prison now almost 3 is not on probation still sober and living the best me I can live. If I can help one person by reading my story and having them see that they’re not the only one struggling that’s all I want is to help another person out. Hope this helps another Person.
By Allyson cross 3 years ago in Criminal
My life the shit show
ell it all began July 12, 1990 the day I was born. I was brought into the lives of donna,George and Michael, world of pure shit. Before I even get into this I am not bad mouthing people to get sympathy I’m showing you the life that I lived and the outcome. I was a no good since I was really little I guess, my mother already could Already tell because I Till this day I glad I stopped after you she got her tubes tied right after having me so I guess from day one she could tell that I was just going to be a pain in her side.A child hearing all the time if they’re bad after a while the child just gonna start believing that they are bad and start being bad real bad. I was your typical child with hyperactivity disorder, I was treated like I was just this insane little child that had no care for anyone. I was always told by family members that I was a bad child and that is why Nobody ever wanted to take me out or have me around . I remember when we would go for a trip up to my Grammys cabin Up in New Hampshire the whole family go meet up For A week of fun and family time. Bu then there was the not one of those not so Pleasant timeless. My uncle decided he was gonna do some unnatural things to me and Tell me not to tell anybody what he did it went on for two years, my life took the ultimate downward spiral. Two years without single soul knowing till the cat was out of the bag I don’t understand how nobody knew my whole demeanor changed I had a lot of seelf hate , when when they found out I had this longIng for my parents to comeAnd protect me I was stervibg for it, sadly that was not the case, it was December 1997, I was put in my dads car and drove down to the uncles house To Confront him. I am thinking this is where he’s going to get it, all that happened he is gonna get hurt. But was heart broken when the was told was to never have contact with us and stay away from his daughter,I realized that my protectors were Not really my protectors. As the years went on parents allow me to drink with them every time my father will have kind of gathering I was able to try the drinks with him sit right on the couch and have a cup and drink with both my parents under the age of 10. I remember the first time I got drunk I was eight years old it was from Ginger ale and vodka I got so drunk and passed out on pool floaty, not one person gave it a second thought. After that it was the norm drink with my mom and her friend forgetting that she was not only drink with friend but her eight-year-old daughter who got up from the table is stumbled, then it was oh shoot she should’ve been drinking that! well no shit Sherlock. I was still a lunder the age of 10 but my dad‘s bartender, I was drinking screwdrivers at 10o’clock in the morning at the time.I know you might read this and be like oh this girl is just a sob storyShe just wants attention, The answer is NO!! I’m writing this for a girl my situation or a boy to know that they’re not alone. It’s my Life just got worse and worse entering into middle school I was actually allowed to bring Kahlúa and milk inside of a coffee thermos too school thinking about it now I’ll be damned if my kids ever want to think about bringing anything like that school or even drinking, But like I said it was the norm. I was never really invited much on my dad side the family but one weekend at 11 my grandmother brought me and my brother and my aunt vicky and her daughter went down to Cape Crod for a weekend. I remember just had to ask my grandma one time to go to liquor store and she brought us I remember the one I picked out, it was arbor mist Merlot till this day I still can’t drink merlot. The weekend was a train wreck me and my grandmother finished the bottle and I found my aunts vodka stash and finish that too. I got so trashed I still remember my grandmother telling my brother I couldn’t go swimming because ” your sister is too drunk“. I feel like my whole life was a set up to be one big failure, I was a straight alcoholic by the time I turn 16 heroin attic by the time I was 15 in and out of detox till I was 18. Start smoking crack at 19 getting pregnant with my first daughter start shooting drugs again lost my daughter met a drug dealer got pregnant again then had a nice lengthy stay at MCI Framingham. There’s a lot on my life I did not put yes but that’s another time in another story right now I’m just given the brief. But I will get into it if this blows up. I’ve never done this before some part of me feels kind of awkward because now people are going to know The twisted Ness of my life but also now it’s something I get off my chest. A lot of the stuff that I succeeded in my life wasn’t any help by my parents or my family it was hard work for myself everything I know I taught myself. I hope someone reads my story and it hits home in a good Way is you know you’re not alone. I’m a married woman now with four kids, my life isn’t where I want to be right now but with a bit of hard work and dedication I can have the world by the balls, But for now I’m just gonna take it a day at a time.
By Allyson cross 3 years ago in Psyche
