I know you’re hurting, and I wish I could take your pain away. I wish there was a way to get rid of all of it for you and for grandpa. I would take it all in a heartbeat. It’s been so long since I’ve seen the real you. It saddens me every day.
Coming out of high school, I left with one friend. One true friend that didn't do shady stuff behind my back, one friend who actually cared about me and loved me. We always told each other it was us against the world. Going into college, it was just us two. Neither of us had other friends and frankly even when we tried to get a new friend, they didn't connect right with us or we ended up not liking them. If you haven't noticed, in today's society, it's hard to come by girls that are genuine and nice. As of today, we've been friends for seven years, best friends for five or six years. She was my friend soulmate. We trust each other with every piece of information about our lives, we know every single secret there is to know about one another. But about a month or two ago, this all changed. I live in an apartment with my boyfriend. She would spend the night every weekend, along with my little sister most of the time. One weekend, I invited her over. She stayed two nights. The first whole day she left with my younger sister and didn't come back until like 10:30-11pm. I was excited to finally hang out with her, since she left me the whole day. She was talking to this new guy and she wanted to hang out with them. I always told her, she could come to my house and go hang out with a guy, being that her parents are strict. Before I moved out, she did the same thing for me. She would let me tell my mom I was spending the night, and I would hang out with my boyfriend or spend the night at his house. In some drastic measures, I would have to drive 30 minutes all the way to her house just to send a picture of us to my mom or my location so she knew I was with her. So of course, me now being on my own and having my own house, I would repay her the favor.