sadjournalnotes5

Ignoring false assumptions and the outcomes and realities that get affected/changed by the projection of false assumptions creating reactive dissonance/information

Finding spirituality through all/most (relevant) forms regardless of the intense/traumatic/etc nature of any situation/reality and still using the meaning and wholeness of that spirituality’s meaning or lack thereof

When there is no task or stimuli to focus on, that the closest i can be/get to breaking down,crying, being emotional, etc now

not having a chance to even possibly fall in/experience unconditional love regardless of situation,relation etc at this point

harming self as a reaction/response to implied threats whether intentional or not because of anyone/everyone's lack of awareness/understanding/care/etc