Imperfect Maya

Is there some thing incorrect with you a unfastened screw or two that ruins your capability to feature why are you continually so worn-out your lifestyles is uninspired and small all you do is sprawl on the sofa with outstretched limbs like a sloth in sluggish action where is your devotion to be triumphant Maya did it waft out your window with a smoke from your weed do I have to force-feed you self-discipline until you sooner or later concede I prepare dinner and I easy and I do not quit until the soles of my toes bleed however I'm high-quality I'm best be best Maya be ideal like me cease carrying these god-awful ripped pants and that lipstick like a [ __ ] with double D implants you solely get one hazard end performing like a cat with 9 lives left give up committing your self to songs and testimonies and spoken slam [ __ ] in a world the place ranges and PhDs obstruct the want for poetry and end chewing on your nails no marvel you have by no means attracted any adult males why do you do that do you like the style are they candy you cannot devour sweets Amaya you are ruining your enamel like you are ruining your existence my tooth are ideal easy and pristine they gleam like the golden halo above my flawlessly conditioned head I do not want sugar Maya I am above sugar what are you down right here Maya why are you down here when you want to be up right here up right here with the ones who have a promising profession who pay attention when data goes in one yr and would not come out the different you may in no way be up right here Maya you act as if the act of listening is a crime or you would have heard me the 666 time I advised you to quit chewing on your nails cease chewing on your nails like a goddamn piece of trash you can not be trash Maya you have to be best be best like me I get up at 5 in the morning each day I begin my day the equal way concerned that I'll give way as my bones begin to decay from cleansing up your scraps why is your room such a mess the garments go in the impede Maya now not displayed on your mattress like your lack of morals no longer littered on the flooring gathering greater dirt than my withered expectations you brush aside my guidelines with cussed contempt in a substandard try at teenage rise up however you cannot be a rebellion Maya you are no longer fascinated sufficient you want to obey and say sure and k you want to do it with a smile on your much less than common face you want to strive more difficult Maya make it wider Maya why do not you recognize that a smile you disappoint me Maya you in no way recognize what I do for you you by no means tried to be a winner and you by no means devour your dinner you by no means consume the dinner I persistently supply for you as I continuously remind you of the existence I set apart for you that meal would not pay for itself I do not care if it is perfect end telling me how you sense you want to consume it consume it all consume it at a sensible time with a glass of milk you want milk Maya you want calcium like you want a catalyst for increase you will in no way develop to be tall be tall like me I drink my milk Maya drink your [ __ ] milk be tall be ideal be best like me you want to pay extra interest Maya give up daydreaming Maya cease staring at the ceiling as if you are one redeeming excellent lies hidden in the plaster you want to arrange your lifestyles your lifestyles is a catastrophe simply like your room simply like your tooth simply like your future which will soon come to an cease if you do not put down that pen you want to cease writing Maya your existence is now not a e book do not supply me that seem oh yeah I'm simply making an attempt to assist you I'm simply attempting to love you I'm simply making an attempt to love you you have to let me love you so you can be best be best like me