Therapist

You’re a small helpless child; you have no father. You’re overwhelmed by the alarming sensation of feet walking towards you. They are your grandmother’s . . .

Your memory or OUR puerile fear stubbornly refuses you entrance to a vast desert, perhaps even an oasis, of memories beyond this point.

Your grandmother and you go for a walk outdoors. Near the bus stop, an ash tree 🌳 is festooned with polyester white Halloween ghost 👻 decorations. The fake ghosts are hanging from the tree’s branches.

Has Europe been too complacent? Can Russia redeem and rehabilitate itself? The West (many of its representatives and a significant proportion of its population) believes that Russia either ought to be punished or ought to make amends. But there are also nations and peoples who might romanticize or idealize Russia's role as an alleged underdog or sacrificial warrior for the forces of "anti-imperialism," conservative traditionalism, and populism.

You want to side with Russia. You want to learn the Russian language. Yet you still reside in the West. That can't be healthy or moral or sane. Don't you feel the horror and shame that Russia has projected onto other peoples, not to mention itself? Do you really think Russia won't be punished?

Karma is a reality we all have to be aware of. Presumably, Russia's intentions and emotions will also contribute to the aftereffects of karma that will inevitably transpire. One potential question is what kind of karma will it be? Bad karma, mixed karma, good karma, neutral karma...

You've been diagnosed with so many things throughout the course of your life. Selective mutism, (social) anxiety, obsessive-compulsive disorder, (mild) depression, avoidant personality disorder, autism, borderline personality disorder, and maybe some narcissistic personality disorder too.

AI (including ChatGPT) can keep cranking out its stories, essays, and poems, but this work is written by me alone (in its entirety). Do you know what it's like to be the worst writer in the whole wide world? To drown in the ocean of irrational emotionalism? There is no logic here. Only chaos.

Has Europe been too complacent?

Your beloved Russia is like a collectivist bee hive or colony. The majority of bees are sterile female bees who work themselves to death. They are called the Worker Bees. There is one Queen bee who breeds with one of the male drones (whose sole purpose is to reproduce). The male drone dies after orgasming inside the female Queen bee.

We must remain loyal to the country we live in.

No, I don't think so. An evil regime or set of policies deserves to be punished by some sort of disloyalty or treachery even. We are human beings; we are not just animals; therefore, we can't always sacrifice ourselves for others, especially if it involves some kind of destructive or counter-productive equation. Degrowth is the name of the game.

You ought to be banished from Canada🍁 for some of the things you’ve said and done. You're good for shit. For better or worse, most sciences (including physics) and most arts (including the art of war) are beyond your ken.

Your chronic pain is intermittent yet obstinate, which sometimes makes it exceedingly difficult to concentrate or read. But that doesn't excuse your hatred for several people who rejected you throughout your life. Maybe you also have "Mommy issues"