In the Beginning….

I feel like I am breaking out, first time out of a shell, seeing light, breathing in God's air, filling my lungs and tasting the atmosphere. A world for me out here to discover. I find myself stifled, words are failing me when Iam in the business of words, thought I would trademark in words, I surpass my two thousand allocation by a page and a half. What's my purpose here?

I want to make this about me, some part of it at least, you know because when I thinking of me, I am the most brilliant person in existence, I am an underdog superhero, I save lives with humor and change the course of men with the strokes of my pen. I am the cool mum, best friends with her child, best of best friends, I am meaning, what would the world be without me.

I could fill pages upon pages with all the clatter in brain and self absorption, and not make any meaning but that's not the plan.

'In the beginning God created the heaven and earth, and the earth was without form and void, and filled with darkness...' Gen 1-2.

I am a part of this wonderful creation. I am here not merely to occupy space. I reckon that just like there is space in the sky for every star, each with time and space to have billions of radiations before they go out, so does everyone that God has put on this earth.

Who would see the end from the beginning like God, the Master planner, everything came to be just at the right time. God who purposed for me to be like Him and moulded me holding a mirror against HIMself-. Laid out all the foundations of the earth with His words and by His breathe made me, gave me life.

I am that void and darkness. I diminish when I consider all that He is and what He really thinks of me. This isn't really about me but HIM, speaking words into my life, ordering my steps, lighting my path, Shining His light upon me that I may become light and Illuminate the world with His love and word.

I do not have a plan, I simply want to write. His words put in my heart. The songs I sing and the journeys I make. I know everything will fall into place.