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Reflection Without a Mirror

Just some thoughts, no fiction, straight from the heart. There's a difference between looking at yourself and looking in to yourself. Do not see; see it through.

By ~Awakened~Published 5 months ago 4 min read

Hey, so um, what up guys and gals. Some of you may know who I am, but if you don't, my name's not important. You may have read a few of my stories, a couple of my works, and if you enjoyed them, I appreciate you. I appreciate you taking the time to learn and seek wisdom. This is not a story.

So, I've been trying to start a journal, and from where I'm sitting and with the few experiences I've had with it, writing with a shitty pen and talking to myself is not quite working the way I wanted it to. Because of this, I'm gonna try publishing my thoughts on here so that some of you can kind of understand where my head's at. I feel like once I have a way to record my thoughts in an audio format, maybe then I can stop this altogether.

But for now, how are you guys? Do I have any anonymous readers who'd like to say hi? If so, leave a comment on this story, because your thoughts matter. And at least for me, it's helpful to hear from people who share your blood, your mindset, people who understand what your saying when you say it. Makes you feel less alone, you know?

As for where I'm coming from, I've been spending a lot of time trying to adjust to new changes and elevate myself so that I don't get left in the dust. I finally understand the importance of speaking from the heart and doing everything you can to evolve and achieve happiness for yourself and the people you're tied to. Another thing I've been realizing is that it's easier to focus on achieving happiness for yourself when you don't have those people who you're constantly also trying to help evolve, because, let's be honest, some people weren't raised to carry their own weight when it comes to self-enlightenment. And I know how it feels to be one of those people. I also know now that you can't be that person, because if you rely on other people you are setting yourself up to be fucked over, whether it's down the road or right the fuck there in your face. As XXX says, you've got to love yourself first before you can start to love other people, and the same goes for reaching a certain level of understanding. Like, if you're surrounded by a group of people in your life who don't understand shit the way you do and frankly don't care, you're not going evolve past where you are now. Loving yourself, enlightening yourself, is the only way to find your gang, your cult, your family, your brothers and sisters. Whatever the fuck you want to call it. So focus. Don't give into distractions. Don't let the water take you. Fuck the world and everyone in it if it's not helping you achieve your evolution. Feeding your mind. That's all that matters. And you need to make sure that you understand that before the people around you begin to show understanding as well.

And your life may change drastically because of it. Maybe you end up surrounded by completely different people and you make sacrifices you didn't expect to make. But as long as you made those sacrifices for the betterment of yourself and your mind, you will be happy, I promise you. You've got to follow your heart to know whether those changes and those sacrifices are being made for the right reason, and so I implore you to love yourself, to speak with yourself from the heart and ask your guide to show you the correct path on your journey. Spell, cast spells, manifest everything you need, every tool you will need to reach your higher self.

Like X always talked about, karma. As long as you seek to feed your mind you will get what you deserve.

Anyway, those of you who are my brothers, those of you who might've found this journal entry and thought that it'd be fun to read into another's mind, just leave a comment. Just let me hear you, as you've heard me. And make sure that the world hears you too. If you feel you can make a difference in this world, don't hesitate. Doubt is of the ego. You will fucking conquer the land and show every single person that they can awaken themselves too. That's what Jesus did. That's what X did.

(May he rest in peace)

And that's what you'll do if you apply your mind.


About the Creator


Silence. Ego can be one's downfall, as well as a wall that must be broken down to breach the fifth dimension. This, you must remember in the times to come.

(In case there is any confusion, this is Zap Aura's updated page)

Twitter: @ZapAura

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