BECAUSE I LOVE MY MASTER SO MUCH

first.

From the time the boy was tiny, tiny, the little dog was by his owner's side. It hung around the boy, played and protected him. She grew up with the boy until the boy went to grade 1, then grade 2, grade 3...

Them: One person - one dog, so I can't tell two-way dialogue.

Because the boy told him, "I'm going to school, you stay at home", "Ki ki, I'm home" "Ki, come here for dinner".

And Kiki responded with "woof, woof, yow" sounds and a happy wag of her tail.

Day by day, Kiki becomes old and weak. Breathing hard and heavy breaths, the boy climbed onto the bed and hugged Ki to comfort him, but his parents did not allow it. Afraid that Kiki would die in the boy's bed, she immediately took him out.

Until one day, after returning from school, the boy ran as usual to look for Ki, but his parents said Ki was dead.

I could feel the boy's tears falling, bursting, like the most beautiful feeling in this world, a feeling that as he grows older - is a feeling that cannot be found again. It's a feeling that makes me sad.

But okay, I will suppress my personal feelings and continue telling this story to you.

2.

The boy still had to go to school, but since Kiki died, he seemed weak and quiet. He doesn't communicate with his friends and completely closes off his feelings.

There was a fat guy and a skinny guy in his class. They stopped the boy and taunted him: "You're just a weak guy, your dog died, now you have no one to play with, you autistic guy." ".

And they beat the boy.

That night, the boy went to bed afraid. He wished more than ever that Kiki would come back to him, so he wouldn't be lonely. He tiredly fell asleep, wishing to never have to wake up and go to school again.

But the story I want to tell is actually about Kiki, not about the boy.

3.

"If you still linger, you will become a wandering soul, forever only able to stand around and watch your owner until he forgets you, buys another dog and plays with it again. Then you will If you hate and become cruel, you will not be able to become a human in your next life."

Kiki's soul silently shook her head. It believes that if it keeps standing here, at some point the owner will see it. It denies the opportunity to be reincarnated as a human.

Time went by, the boy gradually grew up and forgot his old feelings for Kiki. 5 years, 10 years, Kiki's soul still wags its tail to greet its owner every day when he returns home, but then becomes confused when the owner cannot feel it. Every day like that, Kiki's soul became mournful, her sadness gradually accumulating into a crazy anger. Its eyes changed, no longer the eyes of the honest dog before.

Anger makes Kiki follow her owner anytime, anywhere. It followed its master and was filled with the desire to push him to death. That way the master can meet him sooner, and they will reunite quickly. That strong will has given Kiki an invisible power. At first it only caused minor injuries such as deflecting the knife in his hand, causing him to cut his hand, or causing him to graze his leg and fall, and sometimes get cramps while swimming.

Small accidents do not make the master pay attention, Kiki's desire is not strong enough to drag his master to death. Until the owner brought home a new little dog.

It's a dog exactly like it, beautiful and cute with wet eyes. The owner began to love and pamper the little dog, eating together, bathing together, and taking care of it every day like he had taken care of it in the past.

Kiki became even more miserable, her appearance gradually turned into a wolf, her soul was tinged with a melancholy black color and seemed impossible to wash away. His desire was stronger, enough to push his master into the front of the truck, an accident that caused his master to lose a foot and never be able to recover.

4.

In the peaceful days that followed, when his master was in the hospital and pets were not allowed inside, Kiki enjoyed the feeling of being alone with his master again. It witnessed the master meeting the doctor, witnessed them gradually falling in love, witnessed half a year of their love blossoming, until he was discharged from the hospital. That little dog - now a new Kiki, exactly like him, wagged his tail to welcome his master back.

Kiki is crazy, she yearns more than ever, why doesn't the master die, why doesn't the master come back to her, can't she feel that she is also wagging her tail in worry, why doesn't the master stroke her head, hug her? it into my heart. It wanted that, when the master picked up the fruit knife, he would use that knife to bring the master back to him.

Kiki's soul has been dyed black, it cannot control its evil soul, the soul has been warned in advance. It used its wishes to control the knife, preparing to end the life of the master it loved. It accepts the premonition that after doing this, it will turn into a wild wolf forever, a wandering, miserable, empty soul wolf with no place to return.

5.

"Kiki, I want to marry that girl" - the owner's voice confided to the little dog also named Kiki.

"Kiki, that girl is the person I love the most in the world, but my feet are like this, will it hurt her?"

"Kiki, if only you were still alive, I would let you meet her"

Kiki's soul, at the moment when it used all its strength to control the knife, suddenly felt light, it understood that the master was talking to it, not to that little dog. Tears fell from the master's eyes, drop by drop, as he confided to her in shock about the girl he loved, and his disabled legs, each sentence, each word seemed to save Kiki's desperate soul.

It suddenly was no longer melancholy, no longer desperate, it only had regrets, returned to its original form, turned away sullenly as if knowing its mistake, it slowly left.

"Because I love my master so much..." he barked twice sadly, turned around and left the house.

6.

"It's time for you to follow me"!

Conclusion: The ending of this story, as I was told, is that Kiki's soul has been contaminated so it cannot reincarnate as a human anymore, nor can it forever reunite with its owner. It must pay the price for wishing beyond its capabilities.

When a soul is dyed black, it has no afterlife but goes on an eternal path - a path of suffering and emptiness.

But I rewrote that story, I hope it will be overcome, because even humans, when they sin, can make amends. I want it to have a chance to return to its owner, spending the rest of its life making up for the legs it took away.