A new chapter

A small flower poked its head out of the ground . The water from the rain the night before drizzled off the roof onto the ground. I looked around at the country roads and the inevitable bridge . Bracing myself crossing it once again today. My heart was pounding so quickly. My body was levitating off the ground. I looked around and grasped my sons hand to walk him to class. We had on rainboots and new umbrellas . Mine was a cute one with strawberries.I got my son a beautiful one with dinosaurs. We jumped and roared pumping me up for the bridge. I braced myself and cried. I was anxious about it . So we tried all the things to excite my mood. Then id be ready to walk the bridge on my own. It was such a strange feeling ,that pesky short bridge, seeming like a million miles.

The heat was on my skin i was debating . A car would be so much easier I thought to myself. But I knew I wouldn't be able to drive all the way to our next destination. Id need to fly or take the tram. A really viable service. Take the tram, or airplane and save time. So excited at the thought of the next destination . Feeling it grip and roll in my body like a excited fire . A dancing melody of my soul a nomadic and luxurious life awaiting. Manifesting anything I want imaging the lavish dresses. A selkie dress for my moon and cloud dancing . I just imagined it typing from the hotel im in. The royal pacific and getting a beautiful jurassic park suite there. My son really wants to stay there. I imagine the fanciest of times. After all the desolate waiting . I was so stressed , even now, but it was better. I enjoyed the hotel I was at now after all. I was thinking of the breakfast the next morning munching on the potatoes and fruit . Drinking a big cup of delicious coffee. Ethan with his swiss miss I am a huge fan of continental breakfast in general. I imagined all the food was vegan . Vegan sausages , pancakes , and waffles. I imagined the apartment we'd have a disney waffle maker and nespresso machine. Slowly sipping and deliberating. At that moment I thought why don't I do like the videos and pretend its here.

Already having dropped my son at school. Trying not to think about it . It made me sad to miss my son. I sat down and did yoga dreaming of the millions and trillions id have . Thinking about alternate realities in life. I thought why not me? Of coarse I can have anything I imagine . Why would it be so for everyone and not me? Of coarse it was . It was just time to change my life in some way. Looking and thinking of miracles , I looked around . And I saw a glowing light . I put my hand to it and all the sudden I was in another place my outfit was fancy. It was everything I wanted. I put my hand out again and I went back. I ran to the school and got my son out. We ran back and got to the light I grabbed his hand and touched it. The way there was odd. We were spinning and almost landed in the space I was before . My name on documents a beautifully lavish apartment. My son wearing burberry . Nothing but beautiful designer clothes. It was so perfect. I looked around it said the regatta . It was like all my dreams were starting to come true. Ethan hurried over to the fridge , " Mom it's already full with all our favorite things." I went over and looked it was all the vegan food you could imagine. I looked in my cash app and a trillion dollars was in there. What do you do when all your dreams are coming true? I saw pictures of friends and family . Some of them were famous. It was like the life I was destined for and imagined. I always knew what it could be.

" I'm going to teach you the room number.", Ethan was very serious about this. He wrote the number on a piece of paper . " I already know the room number" I stated as if that silly little baby was just being funny. "Then why did you pass the room? " I laughed so hard for hours. We both were joking. We watched key and peele and he called me dad. " It's because you said you're my dad mom. " " It makes sense you'd be my dad since you have a beard." Laugh after laugh we had a very tender moment together. We ate the moment we realized we didnt need to starve . We didn't need to live in a shelter. We looked at our home it was so beautiful. Just to think this was a start . Just the beginning of our new life. I was so excited to see what would come next.