
The heavy oak door was right here yesterday. I traced the damp brick wall with my bare hand and felt nothing but cold solid stone. My Catalog Ledger clearly stated the reading room sat twenty steps from the main staircase. Now there was just a blank wall smelling faintly of copper and old wet soil.
Milan stood at the far end of the hall. The old caretaker held a large brass key ring that clinked softly in the dead air. I walked toward him and pointed an angry finger at my detailed map.
"There was a door right there," I said.
Milan tilted his head slowly. He spoke to the empty air over my left shoulder. The sound coming from his mouth was thick and guttural. It sounded like two heavy wet stones grinding together under deep water.
I pulled out my digital recorder from my coat pocket. I clicked the red button with my thumb. "Say that again," I demanded.
He ignored the device entirely and shuffled down the dark corridor. I followed his slow footsteps into the Central Atrium. The massive ceiling arched high above us, lost in layers of heavy black shadows. Dust danced lazily in a single bright shaft of grey light piercing through a dirty glass roof panel.
I am a professional linguist by trade. I spent ten years organizing historical records in London before taking this contract. My brain naturally breaks down human sound into raw data. I always look for logical patterns, roots, and clear syntax.
The noises these caretakers made had no vowels I could chart or understand. It was not a local dialect. It was not a forgotten Slavic tongue. It was a completely dead thing pretending to be human speech.
I spent the next four hours numbering the tall wooden shelves in the West Wing. I used thick white chalk for clear visibility. I drew a neat square on the side of every single shelf and wrote a clear distinct number. This place desperately needed basic modern order.
I was hired by the state to drag this ancient building into the modern century. The chaotic pile of books and scrolls was a complete insult to academic methodology.
When I turned around to check my numbering work, the white chalk marks were gone.
I blinked hard and rubbed my dry eyes. The dark wood was completely bare. The grain of the timber looked deeper and almost twisted in agony. I reached out and touched the exact spot where I had drawn the number four.
The wood felt physically warm against my fingertips.
Panic is a very slow poison. I pushed the feeling down deep into my stomach. I grabbed my white chalk and drew the sharp numbers again. I pressed so aggressively hard that the chalk snapped violently in my cold fingers. White dust fell like dead snow onto my dark leather shoes.
"Stop," a rough voice said right behind me.
It was not spoken in English. It was not a standard language at all. But I understood the heavy meaning perfectly in my mind. It felt like a heavy physical pressure inside my chest pushing me away from the wooden shelf.
I spun around quickly. An old woman stood there holding a thick stack of grey papers. I had never seen her in the building before. She wore a heavy wool coat that smelled strongly like stale rain and rotting leaves.
"What language is that exactly?" I asked her. My voice sounded pathetic and weak in the massive echoing room.
She just stared at me with completely empty eyes. She placed the grey papers on a small wooden table and walked away into the dark. Her soft shoes made absolutely no sound on the hard tile floor.
I walked over to the small table. The papers were covered entirely in thick black ink. The painted letters were sharp and highly angular. They looked like jagged animal teeth.
I tried to sound the letters out in my head using basic phonetic rules. My brain physically hurt doing it. A sharp stabbing pain hit right behind my left eyeball.
I needed to get back to my hotel room. The air in here was getting too heavy to breathe. I quickly packed my measuring tools and pens into my brown bag. I walked fast toward the Main Staircase.
I counted exactly twenty steps. I hit a massive dead end.
A solid towering wall of old books stood exactly where the stone stairs used to be. The thick leather covers were cracked and peeling at the edges. They were actually breathing. I swear to god I saw the tall spines expand and contract like human lungs.
This is completely crazy. That was my very first rational thought. My second thought was a desperate sad attempt to find basic logic. I told myself I must have taken a wrong turn in the dark.
This building is huge and very poorly lit. I just made a simple navigation mistake.
I turned left and walked down a narrow tight aisle. The heavy smell of rotting paper grew drastically thicker. It was physically choking me. I pulled at the collar of my shirt to get more air.
I looked down at my map again. The sharp lines on the page seemed to blur and shift. The dark blue ink was actively bleeding into the cheap white paper. It formed shapes that looked like the old woman's grey documents.
I tried to think of the exact word for the way out. The wooden thing you open to leave a closed room.
The specific word was completely gone from my brain.
I stared blankly at the solid wall of books. I mentally pictured a wooden rectangle with a metal handle. I knew exactly what the object did. I just could not attach a name to it.
Raw fear hit me like a solid physical punch to the jaw. I dropped my leather bag on the floor. The heavy thud echoed forever down the long dark hall.
"Help!" I shouted at the top of my lungs.
The simple word sounded extremely strange in my own mouth. It felt thick and wrong on my tongue. It felt exactly like chewing on dirty old leather.
Milan stepped out slowly from behind a tall dusty shelf. He looked at me with those flat dead grey eyes. He opened his dry mouth and made that horrible grinding stone noise again.
This time, I understood him perfectly without any translation.
The archive does not like your strict numbers.
I backed away from the old man slowly. I wanted to scream loudly and tell him he was clinically insane. I wanted to explain that stone buildings do not possess independent thoughts. Architecture is just basic math and cut stone and dead wood.
I opened my mouth wide to speak my defense.
"I need to find the..." I pointed directly at the blank wall. I made a frantic turning motion with my right hand to mimic turning a knob.
Milan just watched me struggle. He did not smile or show any pity.
"The..." My throat closed up tight. The entire English language was slipping out of my head like clean water running through open fingers.
I looked down at my shaking hands. I desperately tried to name my own fingers. Thumb. Index. The remaining three fingers were just completely blank concepts. They were just pieces of meat attached to my palm.
The towering walls shifted again. A low heavy rumble shook the hard floor right under my leather shoes. The massive shelves on my right side moved forward by two solid inches. They were slowly closing the gap.
I ran blindly. I sprinted hard down the dark aisle without even looking at my map. The paper map was completely useless now. The printed ink was just a puddle of black mud.
I turned a sharp corner and crashed hard into a heavy wooden reading table. My left hip flared with intense sharp pain. I gasped loudly and held the rough edge of the thick wood to steady myself.
I looked up through the gloom. I was standing back in the Central Atrium again. But the glass roof was much lower than before. The shadows crawling on the floor were physically thicker.
The old woman was there again. She was slowly arranging a pile of red books on a massive metal cart.
I stumbled awkwardly toward her. I reached out and grabbed her rough wool sleeve.
"Please," I tried to say to her.
What actually came out of my mouth was a harsh violent scrape of raw sound. It sounded exactly like a heavy wooden chair dragging across a wet stone floor.
The old woman stopped working. She turned and looked at my face. A deep heavy sadness filled her tired eyes. She patted my shaking hand and gently removed it from her arm.
She spoke that ancient guttural noise directly into my face.
You are part of the permanent collection now.
I backed away slowly until my spine hit a cold solid stone pillar. I slid down the rough stone until I was sitting on the freezing floor. I hugged my knees tight to my chest.
I tried extremely hard to recall my own given name. Arthur.
It took me five full minutes to find the specific letters hidden in my broken mind. A. R. T. H. U. R.
But what did those actual letters mean anymore. They were just random geometric shapes. Triangles and curved lines and straight bars. They carried absolutely no sound or value.
The air in the room grew very cold. The thick grey dust settled quietly on my dark shoulders. I watched the massive walls slowly rearrange themselves without making a single sound. The entire West Wing simply folded backward into the east section.
The long hallway I had just run down vanished completely behind a solid moving wall of iron and stone.
I closed my tired eyes. I listened closely to the giant building breathe.
In and out.
A very slow and incredibly heavy rhythm.
I opened my mouth slowly and breathed in perfect time with it. I made a soft clicking sound deep in the back of my throat. It felt completely right. It felt completely natural to my tongue.
The giant building settled quietly. The sharp stabbing pain in my head finally stopped.
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Fathi Jalil
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