MY LOVE

'Tell me if our ways come to an end today how u would feel?'

'Baby our love is forever and if it ends today this is how I would feel.'

'Like am falling down an abyss

So deep and dark

It has no end

In the moment the wound in my heart is painful

The pain is unbearable but is stretching my hand to hold yours

Your arms are already folded.

U r indecisive of whether to hold my already stretched arm or to let it go

U folds your arms as u r watching me.

My eyes are teary, I can see your face but it’s blurry

Am begging and hoping you would hold me and pull me back

U r staring at me

My other arm is clutching my heart ad my legs are dangling in the air

Am trying to find a solid ground to land on but it’s so dark.

Now am scared, scared of the dark and the facts that I have already lost u

U were once mine moments ago but now I can’t touch u again

Am losing hope as the minutes pass by,

My heart beat is growing faint and my breathe short

A smile waning smile is on my lips.

These are my last moments and your face is still fresh in my mind

Still I love u.

I recall all the memories we shared together

They are the exact one that I will take with me

I open my eyes and glance at your face

That is being swallowed by the darkness

This is the last picture I want to take with me

Picture of the face of the person I love most in the world.

And now have lost hope

We won’t meet again I see

But the moments were worth while

Warm hands grab me .someone is keeping me warm

But this is only in my memories

I will draw in my last breathe

As the air gets unbearably cold and the eyes heavy

So baby

I would not survive without u

Love you to the moon and back “

These where my exact words I said them as tears rolled down my chubby cheeks. All the time we’ve been together I had never imagined how it would feel if I ever lost him to someone else. Now I reminisced how we treated each other, how much care I gave him. I loved him with all my heart. It is true I gave my heart away to accommodate his. He was the only jewel in my life that I cared about most.

All the attention and care he gave me I was not ready to lose it in bluff. I really loved how he took care of me, cooked surprise meals for me, and warmed my moods up when I was emotionally down.

He always woke me up with a warm smile. All night long he kept me warm. Whenever I got sick with fever he would stay up all night monitoring me. My caring babe, I will always treasure u.

As the sun set down the hills that evening I made up my mind. I am going to appreciate every moment we spent together, put his interests first, I was going to treat him well because he deserved it.

As the bed time drew near I warmed his bath water and stood waiting for him to come take shower. When he came I whispered in his ear ‘babe I will always love all the days of our life,’ with a smile on my lips I rushed down the hall for I knew he would be chasing after me. Oh the love of my life.