Love? Game?

Para que seas mia por primera vez

Yo tengo deseo de ti

Te lo prometo

Yo te deseo

Yo quiero estar contigo

Yo puedo y quiero

Y tu me gustas mucho

(Tengo que cumplir mi promesa a mi pareja, no puedo hacerle daño.

pero me gustas mucho. porfavor, ayudarme)

Tu me gustas tambien

Y te deseo

(Por mucho que me gustas no puedo renunciar a mi pareja porque también lo amo mucho. Así que creo que soy malo.

Me siento infiel y desleal，estoy casanova)

Noooo, Y yo te deseo

Quiero que estes conmigo

Te nesecito

(no podemos estar juntos. ¿Lo entiendes?)

Ni por una sola ves?

(Este es mi principio

pero, ya sabes me gustas mucho, te sientes mejor?)

Si y tengo ganas de ti

(Quiero verte feliz)

Hazme, Se mia

(Creo que es algo hermoso que nos gustemos.)

Si Y quiero estar contigo

(Espero que podamos continuar con esta belleza y ponerla en nuestra amistad.)

Quieres

(Aunque no podamos estar juntos, sabemos que todavía nos gustamos.)

Agamoslo, Te nesecito

(Tengo mucha suerte de conocerte y estoy muy agradecido de que me quieras. Ocultemos nuestro amor mutuo y ocultémoslo en nuestra amistad, ¿de acuerdo?)

Ok, Pero te quiero comer

Estas lejos, Ben a mi cama

(como comer?)

Hcerte el amor

(Espero que puedas ser más feliz y encontrar tu verdadera mitad.)

Te deseo

(Le deseo a usted y a su futura pareja lo mejor.)

Notengo

(Encontrarás, Aunque no lo encuentres, tienes que ser feliz solo.)

Bueno!!

(Al verte triste me siento mal.)

Perdon

(quiero ayudar de ti)

Tu puedes

(pero no somo novia. somo amiga)

Si pero yo te deseo

(Escóndelo)

No puedo

Seem that we've been getting close to the end.

At the very beginning, I liked you, silently.

Then you came to me, told me that you like me, and you know I like you. That's the beginning of our story.

I started staring at your WhatsApp, waiting for you to get online. Once you're online, I could even feel we're together in the same space. I like you so much, I just enjoy spending time with you together online. I've been hit by your strong love; for me, those are crazy enough to drown me. I can't go to sleep, just to wait for you to get online.

After so long a time, I found out that you're not there for me. You're usually busy with other people. I forced myself to stop the imagination and illusion of you. I told myself, you're not that into me.

However, I still failed to hide my like. I told you everything, and then we became like glue. I went crazy. Even crazier than you. Once I'm with you, I want to touch you, hug you tight, kiss you, and make love with you. As I said, I have a strong desire for you.

After so many days' constraint, finally I got a chance to come to you. I touched you, and you hugged me so tight. You hold my hand on the street, it seems like we're a couple. This is something I've been looking forward to for decades! Then you kissed me on the street, so soft, so gentle, so romantic, with your deep emotion.

But now, I have to leave again, back to the situation several weeks ago. No matter how much I miss you, want you, I can't initially talk to you. I have my lover feeling hurt for my happiness. I want you, I'm always waiting for you. I even want to prove to you that I'm only there for you, though I know it's unnecessary. Every time when I find you online, I'm so happy and nervous. Every time I saw you writing there, I was even happier and more nervous. I'm always waiting, keep my phone on alert to wait for you to send me a message. I like you so much. But I just can't be together with you.

Without constraint anymore, I ran to you after the meal with my friend. I knew, even for 10 minutes, I wanted to see you and hold you tight, though not able to kiss you. I did it, I held myself not to kiss you, but I hugged you, touched your head for the first time, and enjoyed the moment you were holding me around my waist. Looking at you, I was so happy. However, I never thought that this would become the unexpected exposure of your Casanova. You only saw my friend once, you shook hands once, and you asked me why I left her alone there instead of asking her to come over. I was a little bit surprised because I thought couples would like to stay only with the other one, not with anyone else together. I said I could be shy if she's next to me. I thought things were over. Unfortunately, you mentioned her again during our conversation. You asked if she had a similar situation to mine. You sent me 2 love songs with extremely beautiful melodies, repeating "love you" all through the song. You asked me to share with her. You assumed that if you kissed her, how would I feel? I felt shocked. Why, and how could you initiate this kind of assumption? But I let you go. I asked her, and it even made our friendship strange and awkward. She didn't want to answer if she liked you or not. But she refused to receive the 2 songs and asked you to fuck off, which I didn't tell you. Because I didn't want to hurt your feelings.

I tried to give you chances to explain, yes, I couldn't believe that you had fallen in love with her at first sight. You just kept repeating that you didn't talk to her, you didn't have her number. I wanted to get rid of this complicated relationship and set both of us free, instead of repeating the same statement every day. I hoped we could discuss face-to-face. Also, of course, I wanted to see him again. I took a taxi especially to see him, as a sudden decision, at around 18:50, which is 1 hour after work, which means I have 1 hour less to stay with you. But I still wanted to come. To solve the problem together, though I knew it was hard. Even I know my boyfriend would be unhappy.

We did get better. You told me you knew that we would never be together, which was a real relief for me.

What made me sorrowful was, you still care about my friend and even expressed that you want her to be your girlfriend. I was hurt so deeply. I can feel my heart broken, my stomach aches, angina again and again. I know I shouldn't stop you from chasing your love and happy life, so I stepped back. I never thought this could be the final ending of our story. I knew you were a Casanova, but I chose to believe my feelings and what I heard, and I saw that which was so sincere.

Maybe this is the best ending.

Maybe we did love each other, that was not a "like" anymore. Because we both hope the other one will be happy, though he's not mature enough, since he always wants me to do things without letting my partner know.

I'm so glad that I've been on your motorcycle, held you tight, and been so close to you.

I'm so glad that I've been to your house that he desires, though I only helped a little with the curtain.

But what you're now thinking about is my friend. Whether she'd like to get your phone number, whether she likes you, whether you could be together as a couple.

Below is a great statement, however, not from you, but from Facebook.

ya amor basta con esto, no quiero perrderte de verdad. y si dejamos atras las peleas, las discusiones tontas que solo nos alejan. prefiero 1000 veces luchar por lo nuestro. antes que ver como se apaga todo por orgullo. hoy te pido que le demos otra oportunidad a lo que construimos, porque lo nuestro vale mas que cualquier enojo. te propongo que pongamos toda nuestra energia para salvar lo que tenemos en cuidarnos mas, en escucharnos de verdad. no quiero vivir con la duda ni con el que hubiera pasado si. yo te quiero para toda la vida, dime que si que vamos a intentarlo otra vez que vamos a apostar por nosotros, y dejar el drama a un lado, que esta vez elijamos calmarnos. abrazarnos y recordar por que empezamos todo esto. te lo digo de corazon lo unico que quiero es seguir contigo y que esta historia tenga final feliz pero juntos.

While below is my statement, from my heart:

Necesito decirte que le pregunté a mi compañera de trabajo y no le agradas. Pero después de este incidente, me di cuenta de que puedes enamorarte de otra persona en cualquier momento, así que no soy ni especial ni importante para ti. Esto me pone triste, frustrado y decepcionado. Así que si alguna vez tuvimos sentimientos el uno por el otro, eso ya terminó y ahora somos solo amigos.