Jordan's dream

Sympatico was that angel with big, light and feathery wings that descended from the sky with gracefulness and the most idyllic smiles someone could have ever witnessed.

With that voice of his that flowed like a river in Jordan's mind while the guy floated in his dreams like he was navigating a roaring river with a rubber dinghy, soft and comfortable like a personal fluffy cloud that never got soaked in water, as only in a dream is possible.

He was a broken angel that could not come back to paradise because he wanted to live as humans did. He was tired to have to smile forcibly all the time, he didn't like to play the violin like there was nothing else to do anymore.

He was growing sick from the ungratefulness of the people he had to walk through the light to take them to Paradise, he almost prepared the ones he had to make descend to hell, as they knew they did something terrible and had the humility to stay in silence, watching him with respect and esteem.

When he had a few moments to spare he always went down to Earth in his invisibility cloak to admire what normal people were doing. He listened to their chit-chat in the cafes while he let his lungs fill with the fragrance of coffee and just baked goods.

One of them caught his eyes the most, a young guy with a God-given smile and deep and sad brown eyes where he got lost for the first time and like it never happened to him before.

An ephemeral moment was enough to instil the desire to live among the livings in his soul.

He fell in love with Jordan's dream, that profound need to make people smile through their difficulties despite him not being able to master his. He didn't care though. If he could ease others' pain he was happy to can do so.

The first time he meet the guy and fell in love with Jordan, the latter was building a temple, filled with the strength and the sensation that powers you when you want to do something good despite what you are really feeling inside.

Jordan was a cool guy, but he didn't always want to help someone to be lighter. Sometimes he did so only to help him feel better about himself. Life had put him through a lot and he felt weak even if he stayed positive for the majority of the time.

When you believe in yourself enough you can face many difficulties and even if they tend to tear you down you know that you will always learn something from that and gather from those a lot of precious lessons.

With him and his beauty, the angel wanted to live, being happy to just breathe the same air as your significant other, to breathe it out and grab it back in your lungs and let it pour in your blood to nurture you.

It seemed so easy and natural to desire, and plus he didn't feel like one of the very good angels out there and he wasn't indispensable. Why not try to abdicate his position?

He breathed in again, still admiring the loved one, trying to keep the love flowing just to make the thought that he couldn't actually do something like that easier to bear, and maybe it was better to let it out of his mind as that was the allegory of an impossible love though, as Jordan was not only dreaming but also dying to become an angel as well, and love relationship between angels are not allowed.

Cursed and sweet was the day when the angel unknowingly fell in love with his future pupil.

Inspired by Goson x Dreamfield and their Dreams of Angels